damn
sometimes shit comes down on you all at once, its the point where you cant take anymore and your at your breaking point .. and the worst part about it is there really is no one you can lean on to for support. You really dont think people understand or can even remotely relate to what your going through. You keep your head up and tell yourself, its just a part of life youll be alright in the end, ... and yeah that maybe true , but at the time IT FUCKIN HURTS. its the worst imaginable pain you could ever go through& you have to live with it daily until it goes away, time is the only thing that will make a pain like that fade. You try to smile, and keep your head up so that everyone else will know your alright but your not. You say your over it but your not.
I really liked this kid, i guess i was pressed && for him to straight up, i dno.. act like there was nothing there .. thats fuckin unbelievable, and it hurts everyday .. and im trying to fill the void but no one can take up that space. Im pressed im on your dick, say what you will.. but i really thought highly of you, its time like these where i wished id never met you, or wed never started talkin'... that emotional tip really will fuck you, and i honestly cant sit up here and be friends with you& act like everythings okay.. cause its not.
i mean im sure even you were surprised to see me im'ing you askin how your day went. And im not going to beg, or ask how it came to this, because i honestly dont think i want to know. Im trying to move on but damn. that shit hurts. I just wanna know how your so fucking okay with this. I mean you dont think about me, do you have any idea that you broke my heart?
I partially blame myself , because i knew better.. I knew youd do this and i let it happen anyway because i thought you were better then that, i really thought you were a quality guy. And i mean i dont know how im going to act when i see you with other girls, or see you spitting your game or whatever, ill be pissed knowing that you once did that shit to me. And i pray for that girls sake, you dont hurt her the same way you hurt me.
I really liked this kid, i guess i was pressed && for him to straight up, i dno.. act like there was nothing there .. thats fuckin unbelievable, and it hurts everyday .. and im trying to fill the void but no one can take up that space. Im pressed im on your dick, say what you will.. but i really thought highly of you, its time like these where i wished id never met you, or wed never started talkin'... that emotional tip really will fuck you, and i honestly cant sit up here and be friends with you& act like everythings okay.. cause its not.
i mean im sure even you were surprised to see me im'ing you askin how your day went. And im not going to beg, or ask how it came to this, because i honestly dont think i want to know. Im trying to move on but damn. that shit hurts. I just wanna know how your so fucking okay with this. I mean you dont think about me, do you have any idea that you broke my heart?
I partially blame myself , because i knew better.. I knew youd do this and i let it happen anyway because i thought you were better then that, i really thought you were a quality guy. And i mean i dont know how im going to act when i see you with other girls, or see you spitting your game or whatever, ill be pissed knowing that you once did that shit to me. And i pray for that girls sake, you dont hurt her the same way you hurt me.