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hmmm....i wonder what i should write about...ha....sure...ugh, yeah whatever. Lets see here...my life has been only getting better and better...it seems that, i have been trying to think on the positive side for a long, long, long time! It honestly sucks ass...you know why...well let me tell you...when you try to be that person who makes "everything" ok...yeah...you end up getting fucked over...so thats it....i admit that i miss a lot of things in my life...things that i thought made me "happy". In reality, it must have been really nothing, a mistake or even fake...it gets to that point where i have to think things over tooo much and makes me think what a fool i was to be so niave. I've learned my lesson once, and twice...but i'm NOT going to be fooled again...i may try too hard, but if YOU really knew me, you would do things that don't require an excuse. There are some things in my life that i am grateful for everyday...and some things that are questionable. I hate this feeling soo much...its really not me...but i guess thats how its supposed to be...for now i'll be here...but when, its too late...its simply too late...