bored
on tuesday or was it wednesday yeah it was wednesday i went to the beach with kelly and i decided not to put any sunscreen on and that was a huge ass mistake on my part. including i decided to sit there without flipping for two hours! the outcome wasn't pretty. i got burt all over and i thought it wasn't that bad. untill that night when i was at work and i was on my brake up in the managers office talking with erin and i was like wow my foot really hurts, so i took off my shoe and it was all swollen and purple just becasue of the sun burn. erin told me to put ice on it so the swelling would go down but i couldn't even put the ice on my foot because every time i did it hurt so bad i had to take it off....i was in sooo much pain that night and the day before. i'm better now i'm still sun burned but it doesn't hurt as much as it did!!! then on friday night i went off jess's house with a bunch of people and we watched some movie and drank some alcohol and she made this wonderful chicken oh it was to die for. i didn't get drunk unfortunally. i was supposed to hang out with kelly last night but that didn't happen which i'm kinda pissed about. she called me at like 430 and said she was at her boyfriends cousins graduation party and when they left she would call me....i never got a call back. i mean if they decided to stay at the graduation party all night thats fine just call me and let me know that but nope no call so i stayed home on a saturday night watching movies and shit. i'm just pissed off at the whole situation and this hasn't been the first time she's blown me off for mike i mean i understand that he's her boyfriend and thats the love of her life and everything it just pisses me off because everything has to be around mike, oh i can't hang out with you tonight becuase i'm hanging out with mike ohh too bad i'm just sick of it. maybe its just me and i'm just pissed off becuase i don't have anybody that will put me first before anybody else but oh well thats just life i guess and i have to deal with it.......