Bad Day
YOu know what? Today was good until about 5:45. Driving back from watching the MATRIX with my boys and som fuck head cut me off and i hit the curb bending the tire and runing the night. I was planning on spending the night with John and my UMASS friends and having a fun night away from this place but no, of course not, shit has to happen. Things just arent the same anymore. I try and try to let this place grow on me but the longer i am here the more i just wanna come home. Maybe its because there is nothing to do here, maybe its because i have no car here, maybe its because he isnt here, maybe its because i just dont want to be here. Its not that i dont have any friends bc i have wicked cool friends here but i dont like being here! I dont hate it but i dont like it at all and i dont think that is going to change. I want to transferr hopefully by next year but my parents dont want me to really. I dont know why though. I mean it would be cheaper on their part and i wouldnt have to drive an hour every weekend to come home. AHHHHHHHHH! i just wanna scream right now. I want things to go the right way for a change. I wanna be happy and enjoy the next 4 years. AHH!!!!! Anyways...the matix was pretty sweet, bad ending...chris agrees...