wont u come over.. you know that you want to. how does it feel to know i still want u?
yeah. yesterday i went to vtown.. hung out at work with kristen then went back to her house watched alot of movies then slept. then this morning we walked to henry's got a little food and then came back and watched tv. good time. ermm and yeah now im doing nothing as always. =)
ive been thinking about things and i think i really regret telling *someone* that i didnt like them anymore.. cause i really do. but now hes away, so its not like i can even talk to him - and the fact that i really really hurt him doesnt help ethier. he probably hates me & wants nothing to do with me now which probably sucks. but this always happens to me.. i always fall for someone & while its all going on i think about how much i dont want it, and then when its all gone i forget how much i miss it.. and then i get hurt. and its ironic because that was the reason i told him i didnt want anything to happen with us, and because i was going to be far away. *sigh* this always happens. if he ever sees this im sorry.
whatever.. i dont feel like writing anymore. bye.
ive been thinking about things and i think i really regret telling *someone* that i didnt like them anymore.. cause i really do. but now hes away, so its not like i can even talk to him - and the fact that i really really hurt him doesnt help ethier. he probably hates me & wants nothing to do with me now which probably sucks. but this always happens to me.. i always fall for someone & while its all going on i think about how much i dont want it, and then when its all gone i forget how much i miss it.. and then i get hurt. and its ironic because that was the reason i told him i didnt want anything to happen with us, and because i was going to be far away. *sigh* this always happens. if he ever sees this im sorry.
whatever.. i dont feel like writing anymore. bye.