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im in pain & much annoyed right now because of my damn sunburn.. like its killing me.. and now my face is starting to peel and lemme tell you its hot *shakes head* it hurts alot. =(
damn sun.. im never going to the beach again. i mean it.
anywhooo.. umm last night i went to kristens and they threw me a little going away party thing which was tres nice.. thank you.. but i went there looking like crap cause i didnt know people were gonna be there so yeah that part sucked. but yeah i had fun.. even the mtc kids made it out.. but not alex.. =( i havent seen him in a little while. ill hafta chill with him sometime next week. =P but yeah after that whole thing we went over to juls and we all slept there.. good time.. but im never sleeping next to meghan agian she kept trying to put her arm around me. hahaha im kidding. lol. yeah then i woke up at 7 because yeah allie was awake and i talked to her for a little then my mom came at 8-ish and brought me home.. i cleaned a little.. then napped. and now im uber bored.. im gonna take a shower in a few i think.
i might be going to the movies 2nite.. i wanna go but i dont. ive been in such an odd mood lately. like theres soo much crap going through my mind its not even funny. like theres part of me that wants something to happen with a certain someone.. but then when i truly think about it.. it wouldnt bother me to have nothing happen at all.. actually it would probably be better. and i dont mean that offensively to that person.. its just that theres soo much shit going on and im finding it hard to find that feeling i originally did. and then theres another person.. who i already know nothing it happening ever with but hes soo chill and hes like one of the coolest people ever and i keep getting the most mixed signals from him ever. but i wont try anything there cause one i dont wanna ruin anything with him.. and two just because it wouldnt happen. i dont know i just really wanna move right now.. all my other friends are leaving me and doing thier things for the summer so its not like id have reason in verona anyways cause i wouldnt be doing anything. i think im just fucking crazy.
ok well im gonna go before i get more upset and bothered. yeah bye.
damn sun.. im never going to the beach again. i mean it.
anywhooo.. umm last night i went to kristens and they threw me a little going away party thing which was tres nice.. thank you.. but i went there looking like crap cause i didnt know people were gonna be there so yeah that part sucked. but yeah i had fun.. even the mtc kids made it out.. but not alex.. =( i havent seen him in a little while. ill hafta chill with him sometime next week. =P but yeah after that whole thing we went over to juls and we all slept there.. good time.. but im never sleeping next to meghan agian she kept trying to put her arm around me. hahaha im kidding. lol. yeah then i woke up at 7 because yeah allie was awake and i talked to her for a little then my mom came at 8-ish and brought me home.. i cleaned a little.. then napped. and now im uber bored.. im gonna take a shower in a few i think.
i might be going to the movies 2nite.. i wanna go but i dont. ive been in such an odd mood lately. like theres soo much crap going through my mind its not even funny. like theres part of me that wants something to happen with a certain someone.. but then when i truly think about it.. it wouldnt bother me to have nothing happen at all.. actually it would probably be better. and i dont mean that offensively to that person.. its just that theres soo much shit going on and im finding it hard to find that feeling i originally did. and then theres another person.. who i already know nothing it happening ever with but hes soo chill and hes like one of the coolest people ever and i keep getting the most mixed signals from him ever. but i wont try anything there cause one i dont wanna ruin anything with him.. and two just because it wouldnt happen. i dont know i just really wanna move right now.. all my other friends are leaving me and doing thier things for the summer so its not like id have reason in verona anyways cause i wouldnt be doing anything. i think im just fucking crazy.
ok well im gonna go before i get more upset and bothered. yeah bye.