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Hello all my little darlings. I've been away for some time, but I need a place to rant and spill everything without be judged or having the wrong person get a hold of my thoughts. With that said, I felt I needed to get back in touch with the people I adore, because they always brighten my day. It seems every time I turn around I get slammed in the face with drama and heartbreak. In the end, I can't help but become numb to the feeling. I feel like a huge weight has been put on my shoulders and it will take a while before I can lift myself back up again. I'm really tired. Of what exactly, I couldn't even begin to explain. There are a lot of people I miss and a lot of things I'd like to change, but that could never be. My confidence has been shot down and I just want to curl up in my bed, with my blankets to keep me warm (because that's as good as it's going to get), and go to sleep. I'm starting to hate waking up in the morning.