To Good To Be True???

[babyxgurlxrocks]

Last night was one of the weirdest night of my entire life. everything was going great until about 9pm when i got a suprise visit from my baby..think i would be happy? well i was...for the most part...i just wish that i could have got to see him more than what i did...he actually was here to fix kristen's computer..no big deal...yea right!!! i think that i really need to stop trying to relive the past...it is just that last year around this time i lost him....and im just really scared that im gonna screw this up again and lose him for good. Thanx god for my lil sis ashley...or i might still be crying my eyes out. She basically told me that i seriously have nothing to worry about and that the only reason why i am scared is that this the first time in my life that i have actually been happy...i have everything that i have ever wanted...finally everything is going right in my life...i have the greatest friends a girl could ever ask for, i have an amazing family ( no matter how insane they drive me..i still love them), i have my two lil sisters ( ash and kay..you guys mean the most to me.....i love you guys!!!) and i have my best friend, who i can't picture my life without him in it...i don't know...maybe if i was home things would be easier...but i know they won't. Life is so much better here for me in BG...and as much as i love my hometown.....I would chose Bowling Green over Fayette anyday.

alright im off to soc class.....time to fall to sleep to purdy's boring ass lectures....thanx god abbey is in that class with me....i don't think i would surive in that class without her!!