alone......
so here i am...sick....again...this sucks hard core. this time, i don't even know what is wrong with me....even fact...i don't know even know what the hell has been going on with me lately...i feel as i don't know how to have fun anymore....in fact here is a brief detail about my life...i wake up, i go to class, i eat, and i study...occasionally hangin out with the girls...mostly abbey and kristen....other then that i am locked up in this room.....enjoying life by myself...well not really...im just super stressed out!!!! god if only my family wasn't so stricted on me this semester...that way i can enjoy my life a little more.....i feel as if it is my senior year all over again...NO LIFE WHAT SO EVER!!!! it seems as if that is all i know how to do..sleep,school, eat, work, study....thank god that my *CLOSE* ( the ones i depend on the most) are there for me when i need them...much love to abz, kristen, kim, and chris...i don't know what i would do without you guys....GRRRRRRRRRRR....I HATE THIS..ITS SUXS ASS!!!!!
also i feel as if there is complaints about me lately...especially where chris involved....im sorry that when we moved back in on that sunday he was here for most of the night and i didn't spend alot of time with everyone...but if you knew have the shit that happened to me over break...you would understand that i personally didn't want him to leave...he's been my rock....my best friend......and i know it seems as if he has been up here alot...trust me...he isn't gonna be coming up here alot...especially around Valentine's day....anyways i just want everyone to know that chris is like my "get away from it all" type thing...so if it feels as if i am ignoring all of you...i don't do intentionally...well maybe a few of ya...well one of ya....ill give ya a hint..if your first name starts with an A, E, C, K, L, or S...you are NOT the person im trying to ingore....well its off to studying....OH YEA!!
also i feel as if there is complaints about me lately...especially where chris involved....im sorry that when we moved back in on that sunday he was here for most of the night and i didn't spend alot of time with everyone...but if you knew have the shit that happened to me over break...you would understand that i personally didn't want him to leave...he's been my rock....my best friend......and i know it seems as if he has been up here alot...trust me...he isn't gonna be coming up here alot...especially around Valentine's day....anyways i just want everyone to know that chris is like my "get away from it all" type thing...so if it feels as if i am ignoring all of you...i don't do intentionally...well maybe a few of ya...well one of ya....ill give ya a hint..if your first name starts with an A, E, C, K, L, or S...you are NOT the person im trying to ingore....well its off to studying....OH YEA!!