i knew it..
yea.. so i've been hearing for a while now that someone is IMing brandon and other ppl saying that when i hang up with brandon i call my other b/f.. well it's not true.. and they all kno it.. and i have figured out who it is and i want it stopped.. u can't lie anymore.. *not saying names*
but yea.. me and stephy were talking last night.. not sure if we'll ever b friends again but who knos.. something might happen..
update on me and brandon: i love him more than anything but he fucked up.. we're still together just not as serious.. i'm going through a lot right now and he knos it.. he's like my lab rat.. and this little break from being serious is his fault.. he pushed me over the edge and IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM..
Joe called me.. he's leavin on sunday.. i'll miss him just a little.. he made me realize a lot.. he opened my eyes to reality and noticed that nothing ends up the way u want it to.. so yea..
i dunno.. i guess things in my life could b better.. they always could b better.. this can't get any worse now can it..
i'm so scared.. like u don't even kno.. i just want to take something that will get my mind off this shyt.. i'm going in less than 1 hour.. i'm gonna take some pain killers.. maybe that will help..
but yea.. i'm gonna go get my nerves calmed.. let u kno how it went later..
*i love my babyboy 12-16-04*
but yea.. me and stephy were talking last night.. not sure if we'll ever b friends again but who knos.. something might happen..
update on me and brandon: i love him more than anything but he fucked up.. we're still together just not as serious.. i'm going through a lot right now and he knos it.. he's like my lab rat.. and this little break from being serious is his fault.. he pushed me over the edge and IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM..
Joe called me.. he's leavin on sunday.. i'll miss him just a little.. he made me realize a lot.. he opened my eyes to reality and noticed that nothing ends up the way u want it to.. so yea..
i dunno.. i guess things in my life could b better.. they always could b better.. this can't get any worse now can it..
i'm so scared.. like u don't even kno.. i just want to take something that will get my mind off this shyt.. i'm going in less than 1 hour.. i'm gonna take some pain killers.. maybe that will help..
but yea.. i'm gonna go get my nerves calmed.. let u kno how it went later..
*i love my babyboy 12-16-04*