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~Brandon dressed preppy today!!~
hell yea.. tomorrow is mine and brandons 3 month.. it's gonna b great.. i love him.. ppl get mad at me when i say that cuz we've only been together 3 months but i've known him longer.. and we've had rough times b4 we even got together.. he was scared of being with me cuz he "really liked me" and didn't want to get hurt.. even tho i've liked him for so long that i would never intentionally hurt him.. but i dunno..
he wants me to do him a favor and i'm unsure about it.. like i wanna do it too but it may get me into some shyt with dss.. and i don't wanna go to ware.. it would really suck being out there away from everyone.. i don't think i would b emotionally stable to do it.. but they don't care.. theyll just bring me anyways.. and if i resist it, theyll cuff me and take me away.. thats a great thought huh?..
but i dunno wut else to say.. i've been talking to these ppl from myspace online and they seem awesome.. ((well the one that actually talks to me)).. but yea.. someone went on my s/n and started saying that i had a fiance that i loved very much.. yea it's true but i think it's my business when i tell someone.. most ppl don't think it's good for me to have one right now.. so i dunno..
but yea.. i ended up falling asleep on the phone with brandon last night.. i woke up on my own at 6:30 this morning and my light was on and the phone was dead next to me.. thats great.. so i tried to fall back asleep and not 2 seconds later my mom came in with the phone.. lol..
but yea.. sometimes i feel that certain ppl have probelms with me.. not to pick out any certain ppl but like sara.. i really adore her.. she's awesome.. but sometimes we don't even talk to each other.. i don't wanna b like stephy and hate my boyfriends sister.. i dunno if she has a problem with me but i luv her.. lol.. and ppl that talk shyt behind my back and then try to act like everythings all cool when they're around me.. like this one chick talks mad shyt to brandon about me and then calls me and acts like she's my best friend.. i don't get it.. but i'm out..
*i love my babyboy 12-16-04*
hell yea.. tomorrow is mine and brandons 3 month.. it's gonna b great.. i love him.. ppl get mad at me when i say that cuz we've only been together 3 months but i've known him longer.. and we've had rough times b4 we even got together.. he was scared of being with me cuz he "really liked me" and didn't want to get hurt.. even tho i've liked him for so long that i would never intentionally hurt him.. but i dunno..
he wants me to do him a favor and i'm unsure about it.. like i wanna do it too but it may get me into some shyt with dss.. and i don't wanna go to ware.. it would really suck being out there away from everyone.. i don't think i would b emotionally stable to do it.. but they don't care.. theyll just bring me anyways.. and if i resist it, theyll cuff me and take me away.. thats a great thought huh?..
but i dunno wut else to say.. i've been talking to these ppl from myspace online and they seem awesome.. ((well the one that actually talks to me)).. but yea.. someone went on my s/n and started saying that i had a fiance that i loved very much.. yea it's true but i think it's my business when i tell someone.. most ppl don't think it's good for me to have one right now.. so i dunno..
but yea.. i ended up falling asleep on the phone with brandon last night.. i woke up on my own at 6:30 this morning and my light was on and the phone was dead next to me.. thats great.. so i tried to fall back asleep and not 2 seconds later my mom came in with the phone.. lol..
but yea.. sometimes i feel that certain ppl have probelms with me.. not to pick out any certain ppl but like sara.. i really adore her.. she's awesome.. but sometimes we don't even talk to each other.. i don't wanna b like stephy and hate my boyfriends sister.. i dunno if she has a problem with me but i luv her.. lol.. and ppl that talk shyt behind my back and then try to act like everythings all cool when they're around me.. like this one chick talks mad shyt to brandon about me and then calls me and acts like she's my best friend.. i don't get it.. but i'm out..
*i love my babyboy 12-16-04*