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[babyx0xgirl]

Man!I'm tired.Well,I've pretty much gotten over the whole girl thing with Blane,I guess.I don't want him to stop talking to them for sure.It wasn't even really the GIRLS it was just the EMILY girl.I know he talks to Shannon,Zach's girlfriend,and that's ok.I really don't even care that he talks to girls,there's just a few who I'd rather him not talk to.You know?Anyways,I guess we're doing better,and I'm happy that we are.He went to look at RX-7s today,and I'm stuck home babysitting like always.I hope he gets a car,I think he really wants a car like this,and whatever he wants I want.If he gets it he can start taking me places,just kidding,but he can start comming over more,and maybe we'll get to go do more if he has his own car,I don't know.Lol!My grandfather had to go to the doctor again today,but what's new.I guess all I'm going to do today is sit here and babysit.I'll talk to Blane too,but I'd rather see him.I hope he gets to come back over Thursday and spend the night with me!I love him<3 I guess I made him a little mad last night,and I was little to hard on him,which I guess I am a lot.I just get scared of losing him,and I think what if he likes one of these girls more then he likes me?He'll just up and leave me for them.I don't want that,so I guess that's why I got so mad about the girls.Now I know he's not going to leave me,and I know he loves me.I told him when we started living together I wasn't going to cook,clean or work.Well,I've changed my mind,I'll help keep things together with us as much as I can,because I want them to stay together.I know I hurt him a lot but I really don't mean to,and I'm going to change that.
.x0x.Erica.x0x.
Baby,I'm sorry~I love you!