Sucks..
Chris and Zack were here like usual today.Tiffany and Tailor didn't have to come because Charity worked last night until 12.Jennifer,Candace,and Jacob got here at like 2:45.Everything was going pretty good as they go.Chris and Zack fought a lot today,but I guess that's ok.Jennifer,Candace,and Jacob were really good.Jenafer brought me a hoop for my eyebrow,which I lost the hoop part and can't find it.Blane still has the ball thing,I think.He came over at like 6.He helped me and Jennifer look for the hoop part,but he got mad.He gets mad easily now.I'm going to stop asking him for shit or to do shit for me,I'll get it myself or do it myself before I ask him to do it.Even if that means I'll have to kill myself to do it.He got soooooooooo mad today because I asked him to go get me an icee.I almost begged him to.I was like PLEASE GO GET ME AN ICEE!He never did,and then he came to my window while I was talking to my brother and cousin,he opened it,and then I laughed at something Tiff and Cody said,and he got mad.Since he wanted me to get his shoes I got up and got them and was taking them to him,he met me in the hall way and snatched them out of my hand and was like I'm going home.So,I just went back in my room.He came back like 15 minutes later,and had an icee.I didn't take it though.I'm not going to take anything he gets me anymore,and I'm not going to ask him to do anything for me,because I now know how mad it makes him and shit.So,like I said I'll get it and do it myself before asking him.It disappoints me to know he acts the way he does when I ask him to get me or do something for me.I guess I understand.I think he loves me but who knows.Yes,I know we're engaged and shit,but still.I'm confused now.I'll figure everything out one day,hopefully soon.
.x0x.Erica.x0x.
.x0x.Erica.x0x.