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the past few days have been kind of bad. no.. i don't think my life sucks i just feel awful. or i did at least. i learned something about myself last night. i already knew this but i guess it just got lost somewhere. i love doing things that people don't expect me to do. being unpredictable. making people look at you and wonder about you. i love that. it's so fun. i loved kissing you last night. i guess i sort of took it as a marking my tertiorty kind of thing in a weird way. with all those girls there i have to remind them that they can't have you. and what better way, right? i love that. i love you. are you the best.