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Today I did such a terrible thing that I swore to myself that I would never ever do. I'm so upset with myself I can't even bare it.
I bought a pair of skinny jeans.
Oh, I can't even re-read that sentence it hurts so bad. (And I like them even.) It was such a *sigh* satisfying shopping spree though. I've been lonnnnnnnng overdue, but I can never bare (am I spelling that right?) parting with green.
It was so sad riding the train back to school...but not to Etown. :( I think it's so funny all the people that we pass in life that could be potential best friends, but we'd never know because we never take the chance to get to know them. Like that guy next to me on the train today...what if we could have been soul mates? That's going too far but stillllllllll...how will I ever know? I wish there was a way to just bypass small talk and go right to knowing each other's life stories.
(I feel so numb and distant from everything and everyone lately. All the days blend, and I never feel like taking any effort to talk.)