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Just one more test to crank out before spring break. I'm not even excited in the least. Where ever I am, I'm completely happy. I guess that's a good thing, but then it also makes me feel like I don't need home or the people there when I'm here...which is notttt true. I feel too content where ever I am.
I finalllllllly know the direction I want my life to go in. And then they tell me I can't. Four years is not enough time to figure everything out and then complete everything. Where is this time going? This figuring-out-where-to-go-in-life thing is so aggravating. Wawa is looking awfully temptinggg...
(just kidding)
But seriously, c'mon life, gather yourself.
It's so bad how what a freakin' scale says can make a day better or worse. I'm so used to having control over weight. In high school I always did...even if it's not in a healthy way it's some sort of control. Now it's healthy at least but it's so ridiculous how much any slight fluctuation bothers me. It's such a trap and it's constantly on your mind and djkfsfhuejskdfdsjke it would be nice to not have to carry something so trivial as a burden every fucking day. There needs to be a frustration key on this keyboard. I'd crash it sooooooo hard.
Listening to Tom Petty makes me feel like it's summer...as long as I don't face the window. I'm so mad this weather is back again. Listen to Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers - Stand Accused of Love. <333
I finalllllllly know the direction I want my life to go in. And then they tell me I can't. Four years is not enough time to figure everything out and then complete everything. Where is this time going? This figuring-out-where-to-go-in-life thing is so aggravating. Wawa is looking awfully temptinggg...
(just kidding)
But seriously, c'mon life, gather yourself.
It's so bad how what a freakin' scale says can make a day better or worse. I'm so used to having control over weight. In high school I always did...even if it's not in a healthy way it's some sort of control. Now it's healthy at least but it's so ridiculous how much any slight fluctuation bothers me. It's such a trap and it's constantly on your mind and djkfsfhuejskdfdsjke it would be nice to not have to carry something so trivial as a burden every fucking day. There needs to be a frustration key on this keyboard. I'd crash it sooooooo hard.
Listening to Tom Petty makes me feel like it's summer...as long as I don't face the window. I'm so mad this weather is back again. Listen to Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers - Stand Accused of Love. <333