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[babytom]

I dont know what to do with life ne more. My mom is a BITCH and shes selfish too. My dad is gone im guessing, fuck him too. I hate my new house soo much! I wish i was never here. Why do i have to live life this fucking way. Too many fucking thoughts on my head but dont know what to do. Signed up for skool but didnt go and take the tests that i was suppose to take. Fuck it, theres no point for me to go to skool neways. My life will never get started. Mary jay is the only one whose keeping me up now but i have no money to buy ne so i cant do that too. I juss look at my mom now and say WOW i dont think shes my mom at all. I wonder what it would be if i go back to israel and live wit all my family? Today is Hannukah and i wonder whats it gona be like when i sit down at the table with my bitch ass mom her bf and whoever she invited because she did make a lot of food. I dont even feel like getting out of my room today at all. I might need some help but idk... Its also funny how my friends r gonna think that im a drama queen putting up this post, but fuck it i dont give a fuck what neone thinks. Friends r starting to bitch about giving me rides everywhere so all i can say is thanks for all them other times i rode in ur car, im done with that shit. I dont need ur rides nemore, i dont wanna deal wit that shit ne more. Once i start driving then ill start hanging out wit u guys more, for now im stayin at home in my room. Well im done for now so yea...

PEACE

~LITTLE BABY~