update
So. I have been in florida for almost 2 months I think. And a lot had gone through my head....
I dont really have friends down here.. But I guess I didn't come down here for friends. I came down to further my education, and to be with Jon...
After a fight with his sister broke out, I told him that we had a month to find a place, or I was going back home. Here it is, 2 weeks later, and we HAVE picked out a home.. The only thing is, we need $4,000 for a Down pay... When I only make $150 a week, it is next to impossible...
And Jon's money, we wont even begin to go there...
So things have been hard for me. I had a bad time yesterday when my mom told me the house was probably sold. And I had an even harder time when my parents told me they most likely werent coming down til October. 2 months later than planned..
But through it all, I know I am making a leap of faith... And I pray I do the right things. And I pray that Jon and I succeed....
I miss my friends. And most of all, ths is the first time I have EVER missed spring, in Maine. And I just want to smell the air, the rotting leaves, the thawing ground. I want maine Soil beneath my feet. BUt I guess we can't have it all, can we.
I dont really have friends down here.. But I guess I didn't come down here for friends. I came down to further my education, and to be with Jon...
After a fight with his sister broke out, I told him that we had a month to find a place, or I was going back home. Here it is, 2 weeks later, and we HAVE picked out a home.. The only thing is, we need $4,000 for a Down pay... When I only make $150 a week, it is next to impossible...
And Jon's money, we wont even begin to go there...
So things have been hard for me. I had a bad time yesterday when my mom told me the house was probably sold. And I had an even harder time when my parents told me they most likely werent coming down til October. 2 months later than planned..
But through it all, I know I am making a leap of faith... And I pray I do the right things. And I pray that Jon and I succeed....
I miss my friends. And most of all, ths is the first time I have EVER missed spring, in Maine. And I just want to smell the air, the rotting leaves, the thawing ground. I want maine Soil beneath my feet. BUt I guess we can't have it all, can we.