Miin-ah (22/30)
Title : Miin-ah 22
Pairing : KyuMin, KangTeuk & Siwon.
Genre : Romance, Drama, Angst
He didn’t recall when he was fall asleep, he didn’t recall what had happen after the short conversation last night and he didn’t recall if he say his last love to the other. As he open his eyes, tears slowly slips from it, looking out at the bright day, he slowly rolls on his lay and turn, to look at the empty side of his, his hand brush the bed slow, grabbing the pillow the other used to use he hug it tight, as he sniff the scent long, for he don’t want to forgot, how sweet the other is, he buried his head on it, he choke on his sobs, when he know that this is the end of them. But then he snap, he climb from the bed off fast, struggle on wearing the pants, he fast run towards the stair and run down on it, he know he cant let this happen without fight, he can choose his own destiny, he need to decide and act fast, as he skip on the stair he trip, and start to fly fall, before a hand take a strong grip of his wrist, pulling him back on his balance from falling.
“ Miin.??!” he shout out loud and turn to the man who first cross in his mind, only to caught disappoint, as he catch the other look, he look at the tall man furiously,
“ where is he? tell me, I need to talk to him.. tell me, Siwon!!” he grab the other collar tight, his eyes were on fire, staring at the man face with a glare,
“ I have nothing to say to you, Kyuhyun. Please don’t make it hard, for the sake of both of you, please respect his decision..” Siwon said calmly, his hand slowly reach at the other hand which hold his collar tight and remove it slow,
“ how can you said that? I want to talk to him, tell me where is he? you know we’re both in love, you know that right?!! so please, tell me Siwon, help me..” Kyuhyun slowly fall on his knees, as he hugs the man legs and beg on it,
“ help me please, I cant live without him.. I need him.. I really do..” he plea on tears, sobbing hard in every words, as Siwon try to remove the hand that hug his legs tight, and once he do he slowly kneel front the other, and hold the shoulder before shake it hard,
“ you have to move on, you have to, even how hard this is, just move on.., we already brought your car here, take as much time you need to get ready, but please leave and go on with your life..” as he finish, he pat the shoulder softly, and make his way out, leaving Kyuhyun in the haze of sadness and regret.
After crying his heart out so long, finally he move, climbing the stair slow, he take a quick shower and wear his scattered clothes back, before heading back downstairs, he take a quick glance all over the room, reminiscing the memory of him and the one he love, as he walk thru the main door, there stood Siwon,
“ your keys..” Siwon said slow, passing the car keys on his hand to the other, Kyuhyun look at him in frustration and grab the key fast, he make a move to his car that were park on the foyer, but after three step he stop, turning on his back, he look at Siwon face with his tearing eyes,
“ tell him.. just tell him, that I’ll wait for him forever, if one day he realize that he need me more then anything else in this world, just tell him to comeback to me, I’ll always wait for that, for him to comeback…” he hail a deep breathe,
“ and please, tell him that, I love him, always..” he speak in his deep tone, as tears stream from his eyes, clouding his vision on the other,
“ promise me you’ll tell him..” he speak again, letting out the heavy sobs that he try to control, he never realizes when Siwon come walking near him, but when he does he already drown on the man big warm hug, patting his back, try to soothe his hassle feeling,
“ I’ll promise you, I’ll tell him.. I’m sorry that I cant help you on doing much, but keep your words, just wait for him, he will realizes that soon, he just confuse.. he just need time..” Siwon slowly remove him warm hug, wiping the smudge tears on the other face, and direct the man to the parking car, as Kyuhyun slowly slid inside it, they change a meaningful glances, before the car finally leave the big mansion slow, buried beneath the heavy jungle to the city of lost.
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He look at the black sport car that make a leave slowly, as tears start to fall on his cheeks, he want to scream for him to wait, he want to hold on him to stay and he want to yell on him to stop. But he do nothing to prevent it, in fact he the one who make him leave, he the one who decide for this break up, he the one who brought this pain, he want him to feel the way he feel, back then for been leaving in a second of serenade love when there is no warn and alarm, a sudden outburst that make his heart tears apart, the sudden act that bring his mind off crazy. But now he knew, its not only him that hurt, but also the other, he now figure its not what he feel that matter but its for the best for Kyuhyun and for him, he don’t want to hold the man back anymore, he want him to move on.
He slowly walk out from his hide, making his way to the rooms, pushing the door slowly he look at the lonely space, the laugh that they share past 2 days ring in the silent breeze, echoes in his drum of ears, slowly he sit on the bed before laying on it, try to search the warms that already gone, the slipping tears never end, as the scent of him linger on the sheet of mattress, he didn’t turn to look at the creeks open of the door, as his mind were drift on the pond of memory, the bed move as another weight were put on it, the large hand slowly brush his hair slow, making his crying more, as he turn and look at the other eyes searching for pity, looking for understanding, he hug the waist tight as he buried his face on the muscular chest and sobbing hard,
“ please tell me that I’m not wrong, please tell me that I’m doing the right thing, of let him go…” he mumble on the tears that spill,
“ I cant tell you that, I don’t know.., ..why you do this?, you hurting him, Miina-san, you hurting yourself..” Siwon speak slow, more like whisper, he didn’t understand what Miina really try to show by acting this way, making this illusion dream to reality and end it with this unstoppable tears,
“ its for his good, I always hold him back, I always make him fall, I always bring him tears, I am nothing but dooms..” the words that rang, make Siwon eyes open wide, he grab the small shoulder and push the other to look at him,
“ you’re nothing as what you said you are, what bring all this tears is when you’re apart, when can you see that, you cant live without him, he is the light of your life and you are the air of his breathe, both of you were depending on each other for life.. why can you accept that, Miina-san..” Siwon tries his best to make Miina realizes it, but still the heavy shake on the other head, prove that it will take time, for Miina to really understand this situation, and he really hope that Kyuhyun will be able to wait for it.
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He again build back his empire, in order to forget his lost in love, he need to win in his life, buried himself in the pile of works, killing the time with the tons of meeting and appointment, making his day end with him slump on the bed and sleep right away with the day fatigue. Leaving no time for him to ever thinks of the other life anymore. He never heard anything from him anymore, that for sure. When there is no more project bridge from the other company, he back on his feet, regain the trust from the world of business, as he comeback strong, with a dream to prove that he can do this, he can move on, he respect his decision and go on with it.
But there is words that say that worlds is actually small, and he agree with it, how ever hard he try to run from the past, it always there never to let go. Whenever he go to place that he use to spent his time with Miin-ah, the memory of them always flash on his view, leaving him caught in the misery of missing the other endlessly. He stumble upon Siwon lot of time, together in the world of business make it hard for him to not to. But then there is no words that been spoke up, only a glance of hopes and pities, with a fake smile that attach. The gland already dry for him to be able to cry, he have no time to really do that as he now busy adjusting his life in this fast thrill of future drift. But he never forget as he keeps his words, he will wait.. even forever.
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He stay in the big mansion on the hill, the mansion that his grandfather give to him for a present when he comeback long ago. Working diligently there, managing the business he own, the shattered frame that used to scattered on the floor now back stand on the table of his, with his assistant were there always, updating him in every success that the other achieves, he silently pray for it to last, he glad that finally Kyuhyun is move on, but then he doubt himself, when he know, somehow he is stuck up on his own world, when he don’t want to leave the mansion just because there he dream is, there hold his perfect life between them, he still living with the day of yesterday, doing the same thing they did together over and over again, caught in the timeline of pass.
But thing for sure, he go on in his revenge plan, swore to take down the one who bring all this misery in his life, the one who bring nightmare on his perfect dream, the one who deserve nothing in this world, the one who being ungrateful with the life that been offer. Knowing every names that hold the world, he manage to pull back the payment he once make, leaving no trace at all, why he need to pay for something that is his on the first place. Taking back all the funds that his grandfather use to wire to the man, he make him suffer in the pile of debt that been hold.
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Donghae, look at the big red sticker that stamp on his apartment door, and the steel lock that is not his, a letter stick out from his mailbox, and when he reach for it, it was the bank statement, about the pending payment for the apartment, he curse under his breathe. Storm his way to the elevator, he make his way fast to his car, but what he only see is his car already up on the tow lorry, that slowly make the way to leave, he yell at it, as he run to it fast, making the lorry to stop immediately,
“ what the fuck do you think you’re doing, that my car, you take…” he scream at the man face hard, the man slowly pull a paper on his shirt pocket,
“ your pay for this car has been hold for 3 month already, settle you payment and you’ll get it back…” the older man said, and climb back on his lorry, and drove off fast leaving Donghae reading the letter over and over again, not believing in what just happen to him today, first is his house and it is his car, he fast hail a cab, and make his way to the bank, he check his account to see the less zero on the amount that written, and by second he figure, all the luxury fund he had already been cut by someone. He then check the saving sums of the payment he got for the company, only to caught on shock, there is no trace at all for the transaction is actually ever exist.
--
His next stop is to the Lee’s Tower, making his way to the top floor, he rush his way to the once used to be his, open the door wide he start to scream on the man face,
“ you bastard, what have you done, where is my money, where did you hide it, I’ll sue you for this.. the deal is off!!!” as his act were obviously furious but the other were hold on his calm feature,
“ what deal?, the last time I check there is no deal.. and I don’t think you deserve the fund the late Lee Soo Man use to give you, he already died a long time ago, so I just cut it off..” Siwon stand from his sit, try to show the way out for the other, but Donghae act rough as his throw a not so unsuccessful punch on the other face when Siwon dug the hit and throw his own fist to the face on his front,
“ I’ll bring this matter to court, I’ll make sure you will lock behind bars!!! You son of bitch..!!” Donghae yell again, as he wipe the trace of blood form his injure lips, the words only bring a smirk and laughter to Siwon, as he slowly pull a file that he long keep, and throw it on the man faces, making all the sheet of evidence fly on the front of the other eyes,
“ do you think if you bring me to court you also bring your case up, if I going to be lock behind bars, you’ll be hang for the life you took.. if I’m a son of a bitch, that mean you’re a maniac killer..” Siwon frown on the other face reaction,
“ you know what, he is too kind to only take his money back, if I was put on his shoes, you’ll never been able to even take another breathe and stand here, be grateful for the life he spare, take this second chance, and change..” as he end his words, he push Donghae off the door, he turn and look at the scattered evident that been kept and investigate by Miina friend, Kangin. He curse under his breathe, he hope Donghae will take this opportunity, he hope Miina is doing the right thing, leaving the heartless man alive.
--
Donghae curse under his breathe, as he clench the sheet of paper that he manage to caught on the scenes,
“ so you’re still alive, Miin-ah? I’ll make sure that wont be last long, just wait..” he whisper slowly, as he walk off the building with the evil smile on his thin lips, looking for a way to pursuit his new plan.
Next Ch..>>
P/s : Omona, the evil Donghae is back..huhu..angst oh angst, i Love angst, dont you??
Pairing : KyuMin, KangTeuk & Siwon.
Genre : Romance, Drama, Angst
He didn’t recall when he was fall asleep, he didn’t recall what had happen after the short conversation last night and he didn’t recall if he say his last love to the other. As he open his eyes, tears slowly slips from it, looking out at the bright day, he slowly rolls on his lay and turn, to look at the empty side of his, his hand brush the bed slow, grabbing the pillow the other used to use he hug it tight, as he sniff the scent long, for he don’t want to forgot, how sweet the other is, he buried his head on it, he choke on his sobs, when he know that this is the end of them. But then he snap, he climb from the bed off fast, struggle on wearing the pants, he fast run towards the stair and run down on it, he know he cant let this happen without fight, he can choose his own destiny, he need to decide and act fast, as he skip on the stair he trip, and start to fly fall, before a hand take a strong grip of his wrist, pulling him back on his balance from falling.
“ Miin.??!” he shout out loud and turn to the man who first cross in his mind, only to caught disappoint, as he catch the other look, he look at the tall man furiously,
“ where is he? tell me, I need to talk to him.. tell me, Siwon!!” he grab the other collar tight, his eyes were on fire, staring at the man face with a glare,
“ I have nothing to say to you, Kyuhyun. Please don’t make it hard, for the sake of both of you, please respect his decision..” Siwon said calmly, his hand slowly reach at the other hand which hold his collar tight and remove it slow,
“ how can you said that? I want to talk to him, tell me where is he? you know we’re both in love, you know that right?!! so please, tell me Siwon, help me..” Kyuhyun slowly fall on his knees, as he hugs the man legs and beg on it,
“ help me please, I cant live without him.. I need him.. I really do..” he plea on tears, sobbing hard in every words, as Siwon try to remove the hand that hug his legs tight, and once he do he slowly kneel front the other, and hold the shoulder before shake it hard,
“ you have to move on, you have to, even how hard this is, just move on.., we already brought your car here, take as much time you need to get ready, but please leave and go on with your life..” as he finish, he pat the shoulder softly, and make his way out, leaving Kyuhyun in the haze of sadness and regret.
After crying his heart out so long, finally he move, climbing the stair slow, he take a quick shower and wear his scattered clothes back, before heading back downstairs, he take a quick glance all over the room, reminiscing the memory of him and the one he love, as he walk thru the main door, there stood Siwon,
“ your keys..” Siwon said slow, passing the car keys on his hand to the other, Kyuhyun look at him in frustration and grab the key fast, he make a move to his car that were park on the foyer, but after three step he stop, turning on his back, he look at Siwon face with his tearing eyes,
“ tell him.. just tell him, that I’ll wait for him forever, if one day he realize that he need me more then anything else in this world, just tell him to comeback to me, I’ll always wait for that, for him to comeback…” he hail a deep breathe,
“ and please, tell him that, I love him, always..” he speak in his deep tone, as tears stream from his eyes, clouding his vision on the other,
“ promise me you’ll tell him..” he speak again, letting out the heavy sobs that he try to control, he never realizes when Siwon come walking near him, but when he does he already drown on the man big warm hug, patting his back, try to soothe his hassle feeling,
“ I’ll promise you, I’ll tell him.. I’m sorry that I cant help you on doing much, but keep your words, just wait for him, he will realizes that soon, he just confuse.. he just need time..” Siwon slowly remove him warm hug, wiping the smudge tears on the other face, and direct the man to the parking car, as Kyuhyun slowly slid inside it, they change a meaningful glances, before the car finally leave the big mansion slow, buried beneath the heavy jungle to the city of lost.
--
He look at the black sport car that make a leave slowly, as tears start to fall on his cheeks, he want to scream for him to wait, he want to hold on him to stay and he want to yell on him to stop. But he do nothing to prevent it, in fact he the one who make him leave, he the one who decide for this break up, he the one who brought this pain, he want him to feel the way he feel, back then for been leaving in a second of serenade love when there is no warn and alarm, a sudden outburst that make his heart tears apart, the sudden act that bring his mind off crazy. But now he knew, its not only him that hurt, but also the other, he now figure its not what he feel that matter but its for the best for Kyuhyun and for him, he don’t want to hold the man back anymore, he want him to move on.
He slowly walk out from his hide, making his way to the rooms, pushing the door slowly he look at the lonely space, the laugh that they share past 2 days ring in the silent breeze, echoes in his drum of ears, slowly he sit on the bed before laying on it, try to search the warms that already gone, the slipping tears never end, as the scent of him linger on the sheet of mattress, he didn’t turn to look at the creeks open of the door, as his mind were drift on the pond of memory, the bed move as another weight were put on it, the large hand slowly brush his hair slow, making his crying more, as he turn and look at the other eyes searching for pity, looking for understanding, he hug the waist tight as he buried his face on the muscular chest and sobbing hard,
“ please tell me that I’m not wrong, please tell me that I’m doing the right thing, of let him go…” he mumble on the tears that spill,
“ I cant tell you that, I don’t know.., ..why you do this?, you hurting him, Miina-san, you hurting yourself..” Siwon speak slow, more like whisper, he didn’t understand what Miina really try to show by acting this way, making this illusion dream to reality and end it with this unstoppable tears,
“ its for his good, I always hold him back, I always make him fall, I always bring him tears, I am nothing but dooms..” the words that rang, make Siwon eyes open wide, he grab the small shoulder and push the other to look at him,
“ you’re nothing as what you said you are, what bring all this tears is when you’re apart, when can you see that, you cant live without him, he is the light of your life and you are the air of his breathe, both of you were depending on each other for life.. why can you accept that, Miina-san..” Siwon tries his best to make Miina realizes it, but still the heavy shake on the other head, prove that it will take time, for Miina to really understand this situation, and he really hope that Kyuhyun will be able to wait for it.
*-*
He again build back his empire, in order to forget his lost in love, he need to win in his life, buried himself in the pile of works, killing the time with the tons of meeting and appointment, making his day end with him slump on the bed and sleep right away with the day fatigue. Leaving no time for him to ever thinks of the other life anymore. He never heard anything from him anymore, that for sure. When there is no more project bridge from the other company, he back on his feet, regain the trust from the world of business, as he comeback strong, with a dream to prove that he can do this, he can move on, he respect his decision and go on with it.
But there is words that say that worlds is actually small, and he agree with it, how ever hard he try to run from the past, it always there never to let go. Whenever he go to place that he use to spent his time with Miin-ah, the memory of them always flash on his view, leaving him caught in the misery of missing the other endlessly. He stumble upon Siwon lot of time, together in the world of business make it hard for him to not to. But then there is no words that been spoke up, only a glance of hopes and pities, with a fake smile that attach. The gland already dry for him to be able to cry, he have no time to really do that as he now busy adjusting his life in this fast thrill of future drift. But he never forget as he keeps his words, he will wait.. even forever.
*-*
He stay in the big mansion on the hill, the mansion that his grandfather give to him for a present when he comeback long ago. Working diligently there, managing the business he own, the shattered frame that used to scattered on the floor now back stand on the table of his, with his assistant were there always, updating him in every success that the other achieves, he silently pray for it to last, he glad that finally Kyuhyun is move on, but then he doubt himself, when he know, somehow he is stuck up on his own world, when he don’t want to leave the mansion just because there he dream is, there hold his perfect life between them, he still living with the day of yesterday, doing the same thing they did together over and over again, caught in the timeline of pass.
But thing for sure, he go on in his revenge plan, swore to take down the one who bring all this misery in his life, the one who bring nightmare on his perfect dream, the one who deserve nothing in this world, the one who being ungrateful with the life that been offer. Knowing every names that hold the world, he manage to pull back the payment he once make, leaving no trace at all, why he need to pay for something that is his on the first place. Taking back all the funds that his grandfather use to wire to the man, he make him suffer in the pile of debt that been hold.
*-*
Donghae, look at the big red sticker that stamp on his apartment door, and the steel lock that is not his, a letter stick out from his mailbox, and when he reach for it, it was the bank statement, about the pending payment for the apartment, he curse under his breathe. Storm his way to the elevator, he make his way fast to his car, but what he only see is his car already up on the tow lorry, that slowly make the way to leave, he yell at it, as he run to it fast, making the lorry to stop immediately,
“ what the fuck do you think you’re doing, that my car, you take…” he scream at the man face hard, the man slowly pull a paper on his shirt pocket,
“ your pay for this car has been hold for 3 month already, settle you payment and you’ll get it back…” the older man said, and climb back on his lorry, and drove off fast leaving Donghae reading the letter over and over again, not believing in what just happen to him today, first is his house and it is his car, he fast hail a cab, and make his way to the bank, he check his account to see the less zero on the amount that written, and by second he figure, all the luxury fund he had already been cut by someone. He then check the saving sums of the payment he got for the company, only to caught on shock, there is no trace at all for the transaction is actually ever exist.
--
His next stop is to the Lee’s Tower, making his way to the top floor, he rush his way to the once used to be his, open the door wide he start to scream on the man face,
“ you bastard, what have you done, where is my money, where did you hide it, I’ll sue you for this.. the deal is off!!!” as his act were obviously furious but the other were hold on his calm feature,
“ what deal?, the last time I check there is no deal.. and I don’t think you deserve the fund the late Lee Soo Man use to give you, he already died a long time ago, so I just cut it off..” Siwon stand from his sit, try to show the way out for the other, but Donghae act rough as his throw a not so unsuccessful punch on the other face when Siwon dug the hit and throw his own fist to the face on his front,
“ I’ll bring this matter to court, I’ll make sure you will lock behind bars!!! You son of bitch..!!” Donghae yell again, as he wipe the trace of blood form his injure lips, the words only bring a smirk and laughter to Siwon, as he slowly pull a file that he long keep, and throw it on the man faces, making all the sheet of evidence fly on the front of the other eyes,
“ do you think if you bring me to court you also bring your case up, if I going to be lock behind bars, you’ll be hang for the life you took.. if I’m a son of a bitch, that mean you’re a maniac killer..” Siwon frown on the other face reaction,
“ you know what, he is too kind to only take his money back, if I was put on his shoes, you’ll never been able to even take another breathe and stand here, be grateful for the life he spare, take this second chance, and change..” as he end his words, he push Donghae off the door, he turn and look at the scattered evident that been kept and investigate by Miina friend, Kangin. He curse under his breathe, he hope Donghae will take this opportunity, he hope Miina is doing the right thing, leaving the heartless man alive.
--
Donghae curse under his breathe, as he clench the sheet of paper that he manage to caught on the scenes,
“ so you’re still alive, Miin-ah? I’ll make sure that wont be last long, just wait..” he whisper slowly, as he walk off the building with the evil smile on his thin lips, looking for a way to pursuit his new plan.
Next Ch..>>
P/s : Omona, the evil Donghae is back..huhu..angst oh angst, i Love angst, dont you??