egads.

[babystinkbreath]

Last night, I had a dream that I realized my father was a junkie and had to take care of him as he was coming down and maybe overdosing (at the same time?)... less than an hour before I was scheduled to take the GRE. I had to ask myself in the dream whether or not I was using my father's condition as an excuse to avoid taking the test, as I hadn't prepared for it enough.

I can count on one hand how many times in the past I have had (undue) academic performance anxiety like this. Well, here goes $140.