hows it gunna be.....
well its been a while since ive written in here or what? hmm well i dont know exactly what i wrote in here last time but im guessing it had to do with Mikey...yup Im right! lol well just so everybody know Ive decided to offically give up on him, its not worth it to sit around waiting for him to deicded when he dosent want to be single anymore. so fuck it. gawshhhhhh im so freakin mad right now, I hate my extended family, well at least the ones I was with today...they should diewell at least most of them! theyre so freakin mean, they suck. thanksgiving sucked. accept for last night, I was sitting by a window on the 7th floor and I could have seriously thouht of jumping out of it if I could have leaned up against it but it was too cold. but it was cool bc I was sitting there talking to James on msn and I looked up and all I saw were lk 10 huge buildings that were the skyline of dallas, I cant wait till ill be in that same situation but all alone in my own appartment and ill be looking at the new york city skyline, oh the days are numbered. Another reason why I hate these people so much is bc when I was sitting at the window, between everyone raving over Carli or laughing at Staci my uncle told my dad he could tell I was a dreamer by the way I looked out the window and then my aunt told him to shut-up bc I would snap on him, lol shes sucha bitch!!! then I got to drive all by my self to get Damion and Ronnie from the airport my dad was right behind me, well for most of teh part then when we got the the airport I was behind him bc I didnt know where to go then Ronnie went w/ my dad and Damion went with me and we went to deep elm and went into a couple of places but nothing really was going on there so we went to eat at fridays and then went to sum indoor racetrack thing and stayed there for lk 4 hours then went back to deep elm to see if anymore people had got there and tehre were lk a million people there so we just walked around and talked to random people then we watched a couple of bands play at a place that was basically like emo's but it was bigger and there wasnt a cover...so that was cool, then we went back to the loft and went to sleep and then Eric and Carli came in at lk 3 and started yelling bc we didnt call them, I was awake enough to add a quick fuck you and went back to my peaceful serinity of sleep...then woke up around 12 ate a breakfast taco and then me and Dame took Jasons neon that has a turbo in it back to Stacis house ga that car is so fast, I mean I know its no big thing lk OMG its a neon, but its the fastest care Ive ever driven so ha. On the way to Stacis me and Damion took the road to Amarillo I think bc we wanted to go on the top road on the spaghetti bowl thing, I was scrrrrd! but it turned out ok. then we got to Stacis and the hell bagan, Id rather not relive, it sucked thats the extent of it. the best thing is that I fell asleep on a bed covered in dog hair so now im all stuffy nosed, and yeah thats not even good if you didnt notice. When I live in NYC I wont come home on thanksgiving, never in my life have I had a good thanksgiving, I should be like Chandler on Friends...huh? lol laterdays.