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It has been a long time since I last updated my LJ. Nothing really new has happened. It was brought to my attention that I was not trying hard enough to like Arizona. Because I can find so many reasons to hate it. My life here is nothing like it was in Lincoln. I was told that that part of my life was over. And it is time for a new part to begin. I am left feeling very alone. Does that mean that I will never have friends like I did only a few months ago? This is a very sad and very hard thing for me to accept. I can't help but feel like I am on a Island somewhere. Watching everything around me change and there is nothing I can do about it. I miss my Family and Friends. I had to wait my whole life to get friends as good as I had and now they are too far away.