I Lose
Everything that I've tried so hard to build up in the past weeks came crumbling down earlier - happiness, patience and the like. I just simply cannot ignore the pain anymore. I went from being confused to frustrated and just disappointed. I fail. I lose. I'm hurt.
To distract myself... I'm currently cheering on my ProDai SP download! I'm trying to stay away from spoilers but I couldn't avoid reading a few... but so far, so good. I heard it's great... really looking forward to a great ending! Just read P's J-web message about ProDai too. I know I'm just emotionally low that I shed some tears demo doumo arigatou gozaimashita Pi-sama... That's one of the reasons I have this emotional attachment with ProDai that I cry at almost every episode last Spring.
Not to mention the new subbed episodes of HachiKuro & Bara no nai Hanaya are out too! Much as I've been anticipating, Kenzo first ^^ Dramas are ending already so I need to clear my "watch list," Spring is pretty exciting too! I'll come up with my checklist by April. (birthmonth of someone special >.~)
Oh, speaking of disappointing... cuts again from the tagalized Hana Kimi in GMA... but they had to show Nanba clad with just a hand towel XDDD the rest were gone, even the shower scene-Nakatsu stealing the Tsubaki shampoo.
Sorry if I got all emo... I try not to do this here in LJ but somehow I felt I need to release this.
And now my mom is driving me crazy LMAO why am I such a fangirl? My mom is! It's a known fact here that she adores Bae Yong Jun and of course she's all glued watching The Legend. I captured one part she likes (since she kept on replaying it XD) and now she's bugging me for the file!
x-posted at my xanga
To distract myself... I'm currently cheering on my ProDai SP download! I'm trying to stay away from spoilers but I couldn't avoid reading a few... but so far, so good. I heard it's great... really looking forward to a great ending! Just read P's J-web message about ProDai too. I know I'm just emotionally low that I shed some tears demo doumo arigatou gozaimashita Pi-sama... That's one of the reasons I have this emotional attachment with ProDai that I cry at almost every episode last Spring.
Not to mention the new subbed episodes of HachiKuro & Bara no nai Hanaya are out too! Much as I've been anticipating, Kenzo first ^^ Dramas are ending already so I need to clear my "watch list," Spring is pretty exciting too! I'll come up with my checklist by April. (birthmonth of someone special >.~)
Oh, speaking of disappointing... cuts again from the tagalized Hana Kimi in GMA... but they had to show Nanba clad with just a hand towel XDDD the rest were gone, even the shower scene-Nakatsu stealing the Tsubaki shampoo.
Sorry if I got all emo... I try not to do this here in LJ but somehow I felt I need to release this.
And now my mom is driving me crazy LMAO why am I such a fangirl? My mom is! It's a known fact here that she adores Bae Yong Jun and of course she's all glued watching The Legend. I captured one part she likes (since she kept on replaying it XD) and now she's bugging me for the file!
x-posted at my xanga