03/05/89 - 12/30/04

[babysay_xo]

i miss his smell, i miss his hugs, i miss his hair, i miss his laugh, i miss popping his knuckles, i miss his lotion, i miss first period, i miss his jokes, i miss seeing his little cute self, i miss telling him everything, i miss his attitude, i miss his outfits, i miss his smile & golds, i miss doing his work, i miss tickling his hands & massaging his back, i miss giving him a quarter for lunch everyday, i miss walking in the halls, i miss getting advice from him, i miss talking about everybody with him, i miss braiding his hair & takin it out, i miss this fucking kid like crazy!!!!! i've cried & cried just about the thought of him being dead but it hasn't hit me yet that i will never see him or get to talk to him or ever get one last hug from him. i would give anything to just be around him one last time, just a chance to tell him he will always be missed && loved but never ever forgotten. i love you my little rashardee, rest in peace soldier..

btw funerals next saturday, everyone should go.