I didn't know
I didn't know i was insecure
until you told me that i am fat.
you may seemed like joking....but deep inside, i know that you are not...you may pretend that you don't remember saying it, but we all heard it. We all felt it.
The harshness of your words is there.....the way you looked at me and say those words....
It seems like a joke to you or try not to say it out loud.....
I didn't know that you will say it me
Not until, Not until you lost all the fat you have....
I didn't know if you are waiting for the right time but we know that you really wanted to say it.
I didn't know that you will even thought about it
knowing that it is not the first time...
I didn't know that you have forgotten the first time
that it was said to my face....
I didn't know that, that few words will hurt me for years
I didn't know how to move on when every time i see you....
it is all i remember....I way you looked at me and say those words....
I didn't know how to move on from this....
sometimes, its all i ever think about....
I didn't know that it change all we have.....
i didn't know that i will never feel the same about myself anymore....
But i know that i will never feel the same way about you also....