Thoughts to ponder.
Sometimes I wonder...
...what it would be like to really love someone.
...what it would be like to be beautiful on the outside.
...what it would be like to be with someone who didn't want just a fling.
...what it feels like to really feel.
...why I cannot keep friendships.
...why I pull away from happiness and spend time hiding.
...what it would be like get what I want and actually want it once I have it.
...why I cannot be happy.
...why I can barely live through January, February and March.
...why March 18th is coming up so soon.
...why my fake confidence can't be real.
...why I can't see what other people do.
...why I can't really like myself.
...why I have to write the things I do, instead of happy journals.
...why I can't find love..anywhere.
...why I continuously look back to the good times to make the present look more awful than it really is.
...why I haven't posted these complaints yet.
...what it would be like to really love someone.
...what it would be like to be beautiful on the outside.
...what it would be like to be with someone who didn't want just a fling.
...what it feels like to really feel.
...why I cannot keep friendships.
...why I pull away from happiness and spend time hiding.
...what it would be like get what I want and actually want it once I have it.
...why I cannot be happy.
...why I can barely live through January, February and March.
...why March 18th is coming up so soon.
...why my fake confidence can't be real.
...why I can't see what other people do.
...why I can't really like myself.
...why I have to write the things I do, instead of happy journals.
...why I can't find love..anywhere.
...why I continuously look back to the good times to make the present look more awful than it really is.
...why I haven't posted these complaints yet.