college woes

Apr 24, 2007 01:38

I feel like I sleep so much and do nothing at all with my time... yet I'm constantly exhausted.

I wish I were in Taiwan right nowwwwww. Eating shao bing yo tiao. That would hit the spot, no joke. I miss Taiwan. I think what I like about it is that when you're there you're so far removed from US that nothing back home seems to matter. No obligations to anyone, anyplace, no errands to run. It's just me, my money, and all the shops and restaurants and hair salons in the world. =)

And I miss my family sososoos much. I feel bad that even though I do sometimes when my parents call or IM me on skype I'm just too lazy to talk to them. Talk about bad daughter. I think I'm hitting the *college slump* as Christine says. It's stupid because I mean, this is college... it's my freshman year... the 'time of our lives'... but I'm just sick of it right now.

I love staying up late and then just going outside and walking around the ERC campus. I guess that's one nice thing about not being in the city or anything. I mean I always liked how Berkeley never really truly quiets down. But here it's like, even though there's so many people living here, at 4 am in the morning if you go outside it's like it's just you and nobody else in this big big college.

I failed a music quiz this morning I didn't know I had because I missed section last week. I've been so good about going to class too, for the most part. I'm pretty sure I'm sucking at school right now.

Anyway, to update on the obviously more important things in my life because I haven't written of substance anything lately:
1) Our TV. We named it Fayed, after the terrorist in 24. However we think the remote control fell into the black hole that is my trash can, cuz poeple always leave shit on the edge of my bed which all ultimate falls into the trash can. Pretty sure I've lost some homework assignments in this manner. The loss of the remote has led us (in our ultimate laziness) to get a lot of TV in whether we like it or not. For example, today after 24 we also watched news (obviously there was nothing of interest because there was a news story about a raccoon that got inside a house...), some unknown show, Blind Date reruns...  All this because we're too lazy to walk all four steps over and turn the damn thing off. Speaking of 24, I had a 24 dream the other day where my old house was getting bombed, and Sue and her boyfriend saved the day. I keep waking up in the middle of dreams lately. Last night I had one where I was working out next to Rishi's dad at Club Sport. Yeah, it was weird esp because I've never met Rishi's dad.

2) My personal health and hygiene. Well I guess I'm not as fat as I was winter quarter because I've been going to RIMAC some, and I got better workout music that motivates me, but only slightly so. I still take the bus to class though, no matter how long I must wait. I'm just that lazy. I haven't gotten sick this quarter but let's not jinx myself. I took off my fake nails last week and now they look like death, and they're so weak they keep breaking on me. My poor toenail that got viciously trampled in January is on its painstaking path to recovery. Actually I worry for it, it doesn't seem to be making much progress, but I guess as long as it doesn't break off again then I'm good to go. At the current moment I'm a lil grease ball right now who needs a shower.

3) My wardrobe. I haven't gone shopping in a long ass time and I miss spending money that I don't have on frivolous things. And I really actually don't have money these days because my mom stopped transferring money to me and I hate asking, and obviously I have no source of income because well, I'm a college student and that's a full time job. (Ha. Ha. Joke.) But since it's basically summertime now I finally got out of my Ultimate Hotness Outfit that was UCSD hoodie + sweats, which I rocked all winter quarter long. One of the first days I got back I was wearing like a scrubby ass tshirt, jeans, ballet flats and my friend complimented me on my outfit. That's when I knew I had to get back in the game, and redeem myself for previously looking like a hobo for 10 weeks straight. Oh but in regards to spending money, I bought a sign to hang up in my room the other day that says "Princess Parking Only - All Others Will Be Toad." Yeah it was $17 but it was worth it. Because I am (a princess, that is.)

I think that will suffice for now. Time to stop avoiding responsibility and get on it.
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