Apr 25, 2005 22:38
I just got off the phon with my baby<33 and I have to say it was one of the best convo's i've or we've had in a lonng time!We talked bout everything, I think my favorite thing was when he told me that if he was old enough he would have already asked me to "marry him", that he wants to be with me "forever", I swear I lost my breath, I told him "NOT to say that" he asked me why, and I said b/c "Thats what I want REALLY bad but it'll never happen" and he asked why not, I told him that "we might fall for other people" and he goes "Theres NO way im getting over you anytimes soon", and I said "same here". and we started talking bout My first kiss and the summer were Me n Him all began.we told each other that were were gonna be there for one another no matter what.. Buut Sadly He might be goin to Key West with Stephen for the summer and So we might do a lil break IF that happends. :-( But he's still mine, So if I find out any bitches messed with him, I WILL kick fuckin ass and make u wish u never even layed an eye on him :) O'tay since that is settled. He dedicated a new song to me "BLURRY" by Puddle of Mudd! :-) thats OUR new song. Gosh somtimes I wish I could just grow up, But most of the time I wish I was a teen forever! is it wrong to want to wish my life away so fast?.. I just don't know anymore, I just want to Get threw school with passing grades, Grow old with my 4 best friends, and Have him to myself for a long time. The last one I know might not happen so I aint gettin my hopes up, But That aint givin up and I aint tell you i wont try like hell to keep us together, I mean I've gotten this far, there aint No turning back now...