Sep 29, 2005 05:48
The lastest dream i have just awoken to is fucking strange, but ive been haveing the same type of dream for the past 7 years. Every night i have a dream that im getting chased by someone whos trying to kill me. I am always running from this person or thing. I never see that person, I am always at a place that i have been to before, Even if i havent been there in like 12 years but i can remember every detail to that place in the dream. Its really weird how i always have the same kind of dream. So heres my dream......
I was at my old elemtary school ( Clinton valley) I dont know y i was there and i was with a guy ( have no idea who but he was HOT) So all of a sudden there are people who are trying to kill everyone and he grabs my arm and we start running to the back door where we would get our lunch everyday. At this time hes protecting me from these things that are chasing me tryin to kill me. So normally where there is a door, it was blocked off. So we sat there for a minute and hes like hunny u have to run ur ass off and we can make it to the other side of the school. Hes holding me and i felt safe at that point. So then hes like run, he grabs my hand and we start running through the school and this guy is chasing me. He kept tuggin me to go faster but i couldnt run. We end up at the end of the school where it was latchkey and kindergarden and we went into one of the class rooms and he just hugs me and kisses my forehead and hes like im so proud of u. ( I STILL DONT KNOW WHO HE WAS ) , Then the guy who is chasing us is at the door. We run out before he could grab me and this time i didnt run, I started to fight back. Which is a first in my dream, I normally just run and for some reason in this one i fought back. Then i woke up before i could kill him.
I know i know its weird but havin the fear of being killed has always been an issue for me. I live day to day thinking someones gunna kill me. Everynight having a dream that someone is after me. Even when im sleeping with someone, im always thinking o someones gunna come through that window or threw that door and is gunna come shot me or stab me. Its something i have always done, I dont know y i have such a fear of other people coming after me but something i have always dealt with. And i just thought it was something intresting to share with everyone. What do u all think about it?