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Sep 20, 2004 21:07

I just have to say that i had the best French class in the history of mankind, and i probably laughed almost the whole entire time. We have the absolute best class. Ryan and i are at war over Julia/unnamed.

I was in the car on the way to the University Bookstore to buy sweats, and i realized just what a good person you are. I'm not even over-exagerating, i just realized suddenly what a good person you are. I don't even know how i thought of it, and it's not that i didn't know before, it just suddenly, bluntly, hit me.

Crew really clears my mind, even though today was mostly spent standing around learning what certain things were. Except for ab-circut, which better pay off. I ALSO realized today that i can be whoever i want to be, and if that means changing, i guess that's okay. Mark said today in actor as source, "If you were to take a really shy person and have them change their walk to something open and embrassing, it would be scary". Maybe i want to change my walk...if you get what i'm saying...

ANOTHER THOUGHT: is romance over? or, is real LOVE over? this sort of relates to what Gardiner says mixed with what Mark said. I mean, at this point in time, when somebody falls for somebody, they call it a big crush. Sexual attraction is just teenage hormones, emotional attachment is just teenage dependance. Is there such thing as real love, romance, as a teenager? i don't know....

"When i fall i fall hard. but i like to think of it as, when i jump, i jump high."
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