Aug 11, 2005 14:11
School isn't so bad now! I found out that it is ok that I didn't do the rhetorical triangle for all the chapters. I did it for the whole book, because that is the way the directions sounded. Anyways! These are my classes:
#1. Office Aid for Guidance~ AKA. Pass Runner
#2. AP Literature
#3. AP Art History
#4. Internship~ woot woot, I get to leave school!
Yeah, so anyways! Alot has happened in three days! My Grandma is back in the hospital. I am so scared. I didn't know how bad she was until I went out there yesterday to see her. She is really weird, she is scaring me. She can say ok and yes and no, and other things sometimes, but at other times it is like she is in a dream world, saying weird things, most of which we can't understand. At one point I almost broke out crying, she was squeezing my hand saying "Don't Forget Me", really loud and really clear, it was the clearest thing she ever said. I don't think she is going to make it out of the hospital this time. Those words are in my head forever..."Don't Forget My Kimberly". She was the one for raised me before I was in school, Krissy was with my mom when she was still little, I had my grandma. That is way my Grandma calls me her baby! Oh My God, why? If she passes away it is going to be worse than when my dad died. I know that sounds bad, but I was closer to my grandma than to my dad. Then i think i heard her ask where my sister was, but I wasn't sure! Then Later she said really loud and clear when the nurses were moving her to have her on her back, "What is Krissy Doing?"..i think she knows that she is dying, and that she is stuck inbetween death and life, and she wants krissy to be there too. Why else would she say "Don't Forget Me?" over and over and over. Like she ws chanting it.
I really need support right now, If you could see me typing you could see that i just starting breaking out in tears, i can't see my screen anymore, i am going to go.
-Kimmy