confusion..=/
blah. i = so confused right now. man, you can ONLY guess who this one's about? c o l e. that's right..correct <3 i jus dont know. i love him a lot, and i mean a lot. but, i dunno. i know he doesn't feel the same way, or at least that's how he puts it out to be. i dont know..mixed signals? definatly. shane-i know you wont be reading this for a while..but i can't believe you out of all people told me to get over this? wow..that was a shock, considering you were the one always trying to get me to ask him out and stuff? confusion? yes. i'm not sure exactly how you meant "get over it." but im sure there's only one way to predominatly take that. maybe im over exaggerating? or over reacting..w/e the fuck its called =/ lol. and then telling me to "shut up." whoaaaa. def not something that usually comes out of your mouth. maybe you are jus stressed..or maybe you meant it? i dont know. you were the only one who i thought actually UNDERSTOOD how i felt about him..? i dont know..seriously. well, that's that.
my dear morgan,
thank you for being here for me this past month. i don't know what i would've did without you. you were always there with a shoulder to cry on when i needed you the most & you never, ever doubted me. you always listened and always had the best advice for me. i appreciate that so much. i probably would have been doing a lot of stupid shit if it weren't for you. even though that doesnt already happen...! shh dont tell =/ lol. but yeah, i just wanted to take a few minutes and truthfully thank you from the bottom of my heart. you already know i love you unconditionally, and i always will. thank you again..and i love you soo incredibly much <33 thanks for only being one call away ;]
cole- i dont know what in the WORLD is up between us? friends..more? i dunno. i do know that i love you with all of my heart and i always have and always will. i still dont know what it is about you. i've been trying my best to not cry over you, but it's impossible. not your fault though - its mine for ever being so stupid. i apologized over and over, yet you don't seem to care =[ Or maybe you do, and you just don't want me to know? I'm not sure..but whatever it is, I want you to know that I love you so much and I would truly be hurt if I were to lose you..even though I already think I have =/ If I could turn back time to fix things..I would do it in a heartbeat. Everything I have said in this, probably doesn't mean a thing. I just wish I knew what I could do...=[ Well, I guess this is all for now and I L O V E Y O U so much cole...please, whatever you do, don't forget that...
my dear morgan,
thank you for being here for me this past month. i don't know what i would've did without you. you were always there with a shoulder to cry on when i needed you the most & you never, ever doubted me. you always listened and always had the best advice for me. i appreciate that so much. i probably would have been doing a lot of stupid shit if it weren't for you. even though that doesnt already happen...! shh dont tell =/ lol. but yeah, i just wanted to take a few minutes and truthfully thank you from the bottom of my heart. you already know i love you unconditionally, and i always will. thank you again..and i love you soo incredibly much <33 thanks for only being one call away ;]
cole- i dont know what in the WORLD is up between us? friends..more? i dunno. i do know that i love you with all of my heart and i always have and always will. i still dont know what it is about you. i've been trying my best to not cry over you, but it's impossible. not your fault though - its mine for ever being so stupid. i apologized over and over, yet you don't seem to care =[ Or maybe you do, and you just don't want me to know? I'm not sure..but whatever it is, I want you to know that I love you so much and I would truly be hurt if I were to lose you..even though I already think I have =/ If I could turn back time to fix things..I would do it in a heartbeat. Everything I have said in this, probably doesn't mean a thing. I just wish I knew what I could do...=[ Well, I guess this is all for now and I L O V E Y O U so much cole...please, whatever you do, don't forget that...