Jun 03, 2004 16:14
hey ya'll. whats goin on? not much here..ready for school to be O V E R <3 im so excited for the summer ;] look @ my new icon..my baby cole made it for meh <3 how sweet is that? i love him soo very much. lately a lot of shit has been goin on with that though. mainly because of people talking shyt, and he had no choice but to believe it, b/c i wasn't there to defend myself..but hey, that's life right. but we got everything straightened out and we aren't gonna break up <3 i told him that i loved him wayyy too much to lose him. and i refuse to lose him..nope, not gonna happen. not now..not ever <3 he's my cupcake and im his muffin. haha. fun times. i talked to him for like 45 minutes this morning..at like 4. lol. do i ever sleep? nope, def not a word in my vocabulary anymore. i hope to be getting my computer back soon, since school is now over and stuff. but we'll see what happens. not having a computer doesn't really bother me..i just miss writing in this. cuz now i have to write my feelings out on paper, and im sick of writinggg. i'd much rather type ;] well, im not doing much of anything right now..just chillin' at the library..talking to crystal & getting ready to work on some history & english last-minute stuff..so we'll see how that goes. cole is idle on aim, so i dunno where he is..probably sleeping. gosh, i love that boy so incredibly much & with all this shit happening, it's really starting to open my eyes (as far as who are my true friends, and who aren't.) it's crazy..really. i think we've (me & cole) both learned a lesson, as far as listening to stuff that isn't true. i just don't understand why people would wanna lie on me..but whatever. it's hard to understand things about life anyway..the best answer is well, it's just life. well, today is thursday..tomorrow is friday <3 yayy. im excited for the weekend. i really have no plans except to talk to cole & stuff. and saturday i think i'm going to the strawberry festival which should be fun. and then sunday i have the senior award banquet thingie..so yeah. boringgg. but i gotta go =/ well, i guess this is enough for now..just a quick one to check in..leave comments..i adore them <3 and cole, baby..i love you SO much & i dont ever want to lose you - i hope you know that. and i promise that from now on, things WILL be different..(in a good way)..baby, i love you. <3
<3always&forever-
jennifer.lynn.dorsey
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