May 01, 2007 11:05
This past month has been so emotionally draining, i'm amazed. I don't even know where to start.
Bad:
My grandmother passed away on March 29th, 2007. I was at Johnny's house, and he was about to get in the shower. We were getting ready to go to the cemetary to see his mom. I got the phone call from my mom, and she was just sobbing. I knew what was wrong. I hung up with her and barged into the bathroom and nearly passed out in Johnny's arms. Needless to say, we didn't make it to the cemetary. Johnny took me back to my house so I could say goodbye to my grandma one last time. She looked peaceful, but at the same time I just couldn't believe that she was gone. The next Tuesday was the funeral. Johnny was by my side all day long and he was so supportive. My best friend Christin was also there, and that made me so happy. Both of them ended up staying the night with me that night. They tried really hard to keep my mind off of things, and I love them both so much. I have the most amazing two best friends in the entire world.
My puppy died a couple of days ago. Snickers was about 12 years old, and she has been fine. Then, she threw up overnight, and then during the day, and then that night when my mom went to go to bed, she realized that the dog was dead. It all happened in one day. It's not fair, i've had her since I was 6 or 7. Yes, she stunk really bad, but she was still my puppy. Mom had a breakdown. She's getting too stressed.
Good:
I moved into the apartment with Johnny on April 26th. It's 900 sq. ft. and it's the perfect size for the 2 of us. We got a brand new queen size pillow top mattress, along with an entire new bedroom set. We are so used to cuddling up on a twin bed that now we can't find eachother at night! It's wonderful though. We are getting along great. He takes out the trash and checks the mail. I make his lunches and dinner. He helps me do the dishes, and clean up the apartment. Then we hang out and watch TV together. His cat, Pinky, will be living with us in a couple of weeks, and then it will be like our own little family! I love him so much.
On another note, my dad is taking my mom to Las Vegas. Good for them. They used to go every year for their anniversary, but for the past couple of years they have been taking care of gram. So, they are going for the first time in 5 years, and they are going to be there for the whole week. I'm glad that they get to go on vacation. They both need and deserve it.
Okay, I should probably go wake Johnny up for work :)