Waiting for time to heal me more...or a cure, that'd work too :)

[babynoodle]

Dear Journal

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Was it love, was it love, was it love I was feeling?

[baron247]

You are truly a great person and I miss you. I really was falling in love with you, but I couldn't tell if it was because I was rebounding or I truly did love you. I didn't want to hurt you more than that, so I decided to break it off before it got any futher. With this time apart, I do realize I miss you and I would like to keep talking to you. I understand you want to distance yourself, but I would really like to see you sometime.

PS: I did try calling you back, but it kept saying Error in Connection, something or another.

Re: Was it love, was it love, was it love I was feeling?

[babynoodle]

Thank you Luis, but I can't stop and go, I can't hurt my heart by staying head over heels for some one who isn't leading me to believe there's more. This comment made me think there might be more...I'm not bashing you for not saying anything in person, and I'm sorry if that's how you feel....but I'm just being honest...I can't hurt anymore Luis, and I wont put myself through it, if you can't talk to me in person and just realize that that's what I want you to do (meaning I'm not going to be cruel and hate you for it) then how do I talk to you, online? Then how do I look at you in person knowing all that you said online but also knowing that in person you can't say anything you really want to...this is really getting too hard to explain, but I'm basically saying I can't set my heart on two people, Baron247 and Luis...I was just hoping Luis would take on Baron247's strength, that's all...sorry for the bashing.