i was so wrong when i relized
...And turned around and you were gone...
i am very sick and tired of waiting and waiting... it sucks.. its sucks a lot.. i dont know what to do with myself have the time.. should i really sit here and wait and continue to put myself into pains way... or am i even doing that to begin with... is this the truth.. or has it always been.. is this how its supposed to be.. wtf.. why cant i sort this thoughts out right in my mind.. everything is mixed up and jumbled in my head.. am i getting honesty.. or am i jus a rebound.. not no.. maybe not.. theres only one person that can help me.. cos the other one wont even talk to me right now.. and they used to tell me everything and the truth.. never ever jus what i wanted to hear.. grr...
HELP!
"...i have written a note to you everyday thus far.. jus my thoughts on everything and shit.. you know how i am.. i think you are the only one that ever did/does..."
the tattoo is in the process.. i should be gettin it in a few days.. hopefully... yep yep..
"...We grew apart but I still want you in my heart..I believe it's time to make a new start..."
i am very sick and tired of waiting and waiting... it sucks.. its sucks a lot.. i dont know what to do with myself have the time.. should i really sit here and wait and continue to put myself into pains way... or am i even doing that to begin with... is this the truth.. or has it always been.. is this how its supposed to be.. wtf.. why cant i sort this thoughts out right in my mind.. everything is mixed up and jumbled in my head.. am i getting honesty.. or am i jus a rebound.. not no.. maybe not.. theres only one person that can help me.. cos the other one wont even talk to me right now.. and they used to tell me everything and the truth.. never ever jus what i wanted to hear.. grr...
HELP!
"...i have written a note to you everyday thus far.. jus my thoughts on everything and shit.. you know how i am.. i think you are the only one that ever did/does..."
the tattoo is in the process.. i should be gettin it in a few days.. hopefully... yep yep..
"...We grew apart but I still want you in my heart..I believe it's time to make a new start..."