wow... so ya major major update...
I haven't written in here like like 3 months or so if not longer.... to all those who don't know Crystal broke up with me about 2 months ago and is now back with her ex... and totally is being a bitch to me and is probably not going to ever talk to me again in life so... there goes my dreams for that...
Recent update though.... I met this girl Natalie at the club who knows my friend Andy.. and well long story short she has fallen in love with me.. I've spendt a little bit of time with her... and she is only 18.. so I'm like really confused cause I don't want to get into another relationship again!! and you ppl know me... I think it's time for a break but at the sametime this girl is like crying over me every fucking night.. and I do like her but I just don't want to get all caught in another relationship and get hurt again.... Ahhhh!!!! I'm so fucking done with life right now.. I can't stand hurting people.. Natelie is such a sweet person and I can't stand to hear her cry cause it hurts me.. I don't like the fact that I make someone cry.... I just don't know what to do anymore maybe I should like cut off the whole fucking whorld for a little while... but then again I just got really involved with Cyber for her SheBang entertainment for Flirt my night club.... I've been doing Drag King..... and I've been making money and then... I'd have to stop seeing Mimi my friend and Adriana who is cool as hell.. anyways I'm just like so up in the air about everything.... don't know what to do... cause well to be honestly I really like Mimi but I know there is no chance with that girl... she likes to flirt with me.. but nothing will probably ever come out it... and well my friend Kendra she kinda always flirts with me too... and god damn it i hate being a popular bitch.... I just want to dissapear for a while... anyways I'm going to get off of here before I explode....I'm done...
Recent update though.... I met this girl Natalie at the club who knows my friend Andy.. and well long story short she has fallen in love with me.. I've spendt a little bit of time with her... and she is only 18.. so I'm like really confused cause I don't want to get into another relationship again!! and you ppl know me... I think it's time for a break but at the sametime this girl is like crying over me every fucking night.. and I do like her but I just don't want to get all caught in another relationship and get hurt again.... Ahhhh!!!! I'm so fucking done with life right now.. I can't stand hurting people.. Natelie is such a sweet person and I can't stand to hear her cry cause it hurts me.. I don't like the fact that I make someone cry.... I just don't know what to do anymore maybe I should like cut off the whole fucking whorld for a little while... but then again I just got really involved with Cyber for her SheBang entertainment for Flirt my night club.... I've been doing Drag King..... and I've been making money and then... I'd have to stop seeing Mimi my friend and Adriana who is cool as hell.. anyways I'm just like so up in the air about everything.... don't know what to do... cause well to be honestly I really like Mimi but I know there is no chance with that girl... she likes to flirt with me.. but nothing will probably ever come out it... and well my friend Kendra she kinda always flirts with me too... and god damn it i hate being a popular bitch.... I just want to dissapear for a while... anyways I'm going to get off of here before I explode....I'm done...