best friends means i'll pull the trigger
So my mom left for California today. I already really miss her. Grandma picked me up at all the right times and everything so today worked out. I am very nervous about speech but I'm trying not to think about it too much because no one else seems to be nervous. And basically worst case scenario is that I get there and I don't have anything to say and I freak out. Not like my life won't go on, right? Right. So other than thinking about things in the future today was a good day. I enjoyed it. I can kind of feel my cold coming back which is not good because I hate having colds. WHY CANT I JUST BREATHE THROUGH MY NOSE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON. I think its because I massively need more sleep than I am currently getting. Hence why I'm trying this strange theory of 'going to bed early' they call it. I'll tell you how it works for me. Just keep hoping for Friday.. no school...sleep in.. mom comes home.. rehearsal...but don't think about the fact that before that I have mock tournaments and stressful things. Stress just sucks. But.. I need to get over it. So tomorrow shouldn't be too bad. Only musical rehearsal. So.. good. Let's hope for not much homework. Science final tomorrow. Ahh. I think I'll do fine. I have a hippie teacher. He's pretty sweet. Long hair and everything. It's hilarious. So I'll update you after my horrifying weekend possibly. Or maybe before. Depends on how much time I have and how bored I am. Not that I come update when I am bored or anything...