Jul 03, 2005 02:17
Had an awesome night with Nick and his friends last night..that all i have to say....Im waiting for Jamie and her traffic jam booty to come over and im BORED..I think nicks mad at me that i didnt come over cuz he was suppose to call me when he got home and he definitely didnt so0oo me jamie and jaden took a lil ride haha atleast i know he's home....I slept all day today my mom was like r u on diet pills im like oh yeah mom im the heaviest ive ever been in my life besides being pregnant...
Man i miss the good ole days..When i lived at my friends houses..went out every night...wasn't in love not having to worry about any guys..i mean i did but it wasnt anything big..God i use to have so much fun. Oh well i guess we're all growing up and it's all so scary i'm almost 19 years old, it would be different if i didnt have to worry about a baby but i do. I love him soo much but its so overwhelming...Im really blessed though..Mann i remember when me and Kate, EVERYNIGHT, use to say "im staying at lisas" "im staying at kates"...and then did whatever we wanted...came home at like 5am...at 15 and 16 years old! haha ballassss ..good thing i lived life to the fullest when i was younger cuz i cant really now...but i know whats important and whos real and so on....and then even before that when i hung out with chelsea, april, chelsea F, desiree, kate and all them we had our own little clique...it started out with rednecks...then the thug boys ant, justin and brian..they were hilarious..our rap was hilarious hahaha..atleast i have good memories..Come to think of me and katelyn have been lilo & stitchhhhhhh best friends for lets see now...almost 6 years? Never thought we'd have kids...! If i didnt get pregnant i probably wouldnt have talked to jamie either we use to be friends in 6th grade but stopped hangin out i forgot why..and then i would have never started talking to Nick like that...funny how things work out?? okaaaay well im gonna smoke a cig jam should be here shortly peace out