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So im sitting at Jamies and guess what shes doing...TALKING ON THE PHONE..haha who would of thought?? Today was so0o boring...me and Jamie both woke up at like 12 so she came and got us and we went and ate chinese food, then went home....I sat at home all damn day with the baby then finally i went to the YMCA to check out the LOVELY gym and right when i walked in i said fuccccccck this Larissa was right...even tho i did happen to fall in love with all the old men lookin at me like a piece of meat in thurrrrr! So i walked over to the gym and Chad, Tony, Keshawn, Tim and some other ppl were playin basketball so i just sit there and watched them...after that i went home and called Nick and we had a big talk...i love hearing him say what he says...I havent felt this way since Josh and i DO know what love is i had to go through bullshit because of it ENOUGH...I'm in love with him and its GREAT but scares me to death. I cant go through any of that again...He's such a different person this time around..everyones like "ur dating Nick again? i didnt think u would do that" yeah, well...me neither. I can't help how i feel..there's always been something there i just didnt know it...If your gonna bring me down about it then dont even talk to me but if u ARE my friend and something happens u should still be there for me..But ANYWHO...me and Jamie are looking for some jobs yoooooooo.......but then i start school in the fall if my FREAKING car ever gets fixed..I need to start my life i feel like its wasting away..seaside fiesta next thurs oo sheeeeeit..even tho thats "Lisa Robin Jaden and Dawn day" Yes thats right...hanging out with the Kings...They love me though..and i love them.....then That Friday is going to be off the chainnnnnn im not telling ya'll about it though lol K i dont have anything else to say
<33 *Nick & BaByMama*