A Blast from the Past
This first week back to school has been semi eventful. Lets see...
Wednesday I went out with Laura,Laura,Ashley,Chris,Carlos,Terrance,Eric,Becca and Brandy was there for a while. That was an interesting day. We just drove around everywhere and picked everyone up. Ashley and I had fun hanging out. We ended up at SRP and went on the swings. I love swinging for some reason. I think it brings me back to my childhood and i just dont have to really think about anything when im swinging. So yeah that was an ok day.
Thursday I went out with Moof,Irene and Courtney. We went to Walmart and then to this place down in Tempe. Me and moof thought we were lost but actually found our way there. Then we went and met up with Irene at her friend Chris' house. Hes a funny guy and we just sat in his room for like 2 hours waiting for him to get home. We got tater tots at Sonic too. That was a funny day. My parents actually let me stay out and only called me once. Im not used to that but i like having more freedom.
Yesterday I went out to lunch with moof,irene,courtney and this girl ashley. I didnt get anything cause i had no money but its fun hanging out with them none the less. I went home after that and just did nothing. I talked to Jarratt on the phone and kinda took a nap. That was about it. Me and Jarratt talked about the past alot. I brought up alot of painful moments and he just kinda listened as i bitched. I had almost forgotten some of the terrible things people have done to me in the past 3 years i have been here. I dont know what the convo made me want to do more, punch a hole through my wall or cry. People here who sometimes call themselves my friend have had a blatant disregard for my feelings. People are cruel and i guess thats highschool but no one should have to go through shit like that.
The past three years i have been here i have, made 4 best friends and lost 3 of them, had my heart broken and mended numerous times, changed my outlook on life and somehow lost a part of my "innocence". Though it may seem bad, i am thankful that it has happened. I have learned life lessons that i will use for the rest of my life. I learned not to trust so easily, how to keep my gaurd up, how to stay focused and most of all, that love can be the best and worst emotion you will ever experience. I am happy that i can go into senior year knowing myself and others better. I think this will all help me in the end once i move onto college. I dont know what lies ahead of me in the next few years but whenever i get stuck i know i can go back to the future. I can use my highschool days to help me through my problems.
Well i think im going on errands with my parents and im the driver so i must go. Leave love if you want to..
Wednesday I went out with Laura,Laura,Ashley,Chris,Carlos,Terrance,Eric,Becca and Brandy was there for a while. That was an interesting day. We just drove around everywhere and picked everyone up. Ashley and I had fun hanging out. We ended up at SRP and went on the swings. I love swinging for some reason. I think it brings me back to my childhood and i just dont have to really think about anything when im swinging. So yeah that was an ok day.
Thursday I went out with Moof,Irene and Courtney. We went to Walmart and then to this place down in Tempe. Me and moof thought we were lost but actually found our way there. Then we went and met up with Irene at her friend Chris' house. Hes a funny guy and we just sat in his room for like 2 hours waiting for him to get home. We got tater tots at Sonic too. That was a funny day. My parents actually let me stay out and only called me once. Im not used to that but i like having more freedom.
Yesterday I went out to lunch with moof,irene,courtney and this girl ashley. I didnt get anything cause i had no money but its fun hanging out with them none the less. I went home after that and just did nothing. I talked to Jarratt on the phone and kinda took a nap. That was about it. Me and Jarratt talked about the past alot. I brought up alot of painful moments and he just kinda listened as i bitched. I had almost forgotten some of the terrible things people have done to me in the past 3 years i have been here. I dont know what the convo made me want to do more, punch a hole through my wall or cry. People here who sometimes call themselves my friend have had a blatant disregard for my feelings. People are cruel and i guess thats highschool but no one should have to go through shit like that.
The past three years i have been here i have, made 4 best friends and lost 3 of them, had my heart broken and mended numerous times, changed my outlook on life and somehow lost a part of my "innocence". Though it may seem bad, i am thankful that it has happened. I have learned life lessons that i will use for the rest of my life. I learned not to trust so easily, how to keep my gaurd up, how to stay focused and most of all, that love can be the best and worst emotion you will ever experience. I am happy that i can go into senior year knowing myself and others better. I think this will all help me in the end once i move onto college. I dont know what lies ahead of me in the next few years but whenever i get stuck i know i can go back to the future. I can use my highschool days to help me through my problems.
Well i think im going on errands with my parents and im the driver so i must go. Leave love if you want to..