Back to school, Back to school, to prove to Daddy im not a fool
I am officially a senior tomorrow... Weird huh? Knowing me you probably wouldnt think it but its true. I have no idea what is ahead for me this year and it kinda scares me. I guess we will soon find out, wont we... So this weekend was interesting. Saturday i went out with Laura. Then i met up with Jarratt. We took some snooters. It felt weird but not what i expected. I think its just because i expect too much when its my first time.So i wanna try it just once more but i prolly wont. Then we went and picked up Brent and went to the drive-in. That was fun and I actually started joking around with Brent more which was cool. We met up with Jeremy there and he and Jarratt kept spraying me with water. That sucked but felt good at the same time. So yeah then i went back to Lauras and spent the night. I went to work on sunday and then youth group today... Fun shit huh? I have been driving more though which is cool. Im getting better and I even drove on shea and the highway! So yeah im proud of myself which is a weird feeling. Tomorrow i think im going job hunting.. I am lazy and dont really wanna get a job but i have to. Im applying to the Bowling Alley and I hope i get the job. I think it would be a fun place to work so that excites me. So yeah nothing else is going on in my life. Ive had alot of time to think about my life and everything going on in it. Thinking about it just gives me a headache cause i can never figure out what direction i should go in life. I need some guidance but unfortunately i dont have anyone to go to. I wish i had parents who could see things from my eyes for just one minute so that they could help me make decisions for me and not based on what they want me to do. I guess i have alot of growing up to do...