Sigh

Sep 02, 2005 19:40

Well, school has started.

I can already tell that this year is going to be the hardest by far. I'm already lost in my Spanish & Algebra classes. I really want to drop out of honors but I'd rather not mess up my schedule. I just think 4 honors classes is too much for me. I don't know. I decided that I'm just gonna tough it out and push myself to do the best that I can. We'll see how that goes over..

It's good to see everyone again but it wasn't as exciting as I was hoping. I was so much more excited to go back sophomore year. Although we're "upperclassmen" now, it just feels the same. I don't feel older or more superior or better than I did last year. It's kind of a let down. =\

Ryan's leaving for school on Sunday. I'm really not sure how I feel about that. I try really hard not to think about it but that's pretty impossible. I guess we'll try to see each other as often as possible, but I really don't see how we could ever keep anything going while he's at school. I feel like I'm not going to have time for my friends even, let alone Ryan.

The whole 2 cheerleading teams thing is kind of just hitting me, and I'm really feeling the consequences. My ankle that I hurt a while back is starting to get sore again which is really the last thing that I need. I honestly don't want to go back into physical therapy and go through all the shit I went through. Hopefully it's just a fluke.

The Varsity sleepover was last night and it was a lot of fun. I really like mostly everybody on the team and get along with pretty much everyone so it's good. The football players kept the tradition going and crashed the party, but this time they filled their squirt guns with microwaved whole milk. It was disgusting. I thought I was going to vomit so many times it was unbelievable. Then we all got thrown in the pool and the usual. They came back later and messed with everybody's cars too. That was a pain in the ass to clean up. It was a good bonding experience though.

Umm there's other things I could write about but I'm feeling pretty lazy so I'm just gonna leave it at that. Hope everybody's school year's going okay so far!

--Lindsey
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