Why did the dinosaurs die out? Because you touch yourself at night.

Sep 28, 2005 00:23

I know - I just saw the world's most amazing show of life and I'm not writing about it just yet. That's because I'm plagued with eons of little thought bubbles that are driving me bonkers. Thought bubble bastards.

M. called. After what, four months of non-communication? Out of the blue. I hate it when he does this. It's like I'm the lapdog, him beckoning with his stupid....self....and I just come when called. Went to The Brew, caused trouble. Would have rather been IM-ing, thank you very much. Anyway. He ended up staying over until 4ish when he knew very well I had to wake up at 6:45. When he came to the conclusion that nothing shady was going to occur he suddenly had to leave. Typical. I'm not doing this anymore. If anything, though, it brought about some closure. Much needed closure.

Also - I hate this "crush" situation. I don't have many expectations, but all my thoughts as of late lead back to him. He has his own life. Why on earth would he suddenly be interested in mine? So maybe we hung out. It honestly doesn't mean anything. But seriously? I haven't been this attracted to someone since....The Before Time. Everything about him I find amazing and intriguing and sexy and want to spend so much more time with him. Enough about that, though. Sleepy time.

Most amazing show ever. EVER. More on that later as well. "Aww sugar" in honor of my true love Gerard.
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