Crazy!!!
I just want to lock my door to my room, cry to myself and just wait for this all to be over with. I didn't even know how much I wanted to cry about all of this graduation and open house and leaving people I have known for years. It is just too much right now.To top it all off my mom has to be acting up at the most inappropriate time. One minute she likes "you know I love you and I don't want you to leave me" the next she likes " I am proud of you and I'm glad your leaving Muskegon". Then if I don't give her all my undivided attention then she flips onme and tells me I don't give a damn about her and I don't love her and why the hell should she care for me so much when I don't care about her. I can't do this anymore.