Feb 19, 2004 12:43
I had an argument with my mother this morning which left me in a funk. My best friend Brittany has abandoned me leaving with my other best friend Vetta. Vetta has this idea that we will go to the same college and stuff but more and more everyday I feel that we are not on the same path in life. She almost has this positive outlook on stuff and I don't. We even want different things from the college we attend i.e dorms. I don't know abot anything anymore. My number one fear is that I'll be alone.I guess all I know is that I don't want to be by mysel