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Well this past month has just flown by and I am somewhat grateful but on somethings I feel that I needed more time on. I finally sort of expressed how I felt to Chops but I'm still not sure how he feels about me and I don't want to put myself out there and he ends up hurting my feelings. I know that I told Vetta that I would cry if he did but once I think about it I don't think that I would if he did it in a nice way. I guess that crying is just expected of girls when someone hurts their feelings so I guess that's why I said it but I really don't think that I would. I wonder why the older I get the more my mother talks to me like I'm five and calls me baby names. If she starts that mess over vacation I'm clicking out and taking every bitch with me lollollolllollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollollol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!