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2002.. one of the hardest years in my life. I've learned SO much this year, probably more than any other year in my whole 16 years of existance.
First there was January... Being in a relationship with Stefan.. a long distance one at that! It was crazy. I thought I was learning how to be independant! hell was i ever WRONG!
February-My birthday month! the Formal was AMAZING! I had so much fun.. even though i went solo, no guy. Tricia had justin and krista was pretty much my entertainment.. it was none the less fun! I got to dance with Chris. Even though he was drunk. Oh well at least my pic made it to the yearbook! haha
So up intil two days before my sweet sixteen.. I was still goin out with Stef.. then he dumped me.. I was Devistated although i dont see why now. I guess I tricked myself into believing that he was gonna be with me for the rest of my life.. Boy was i ever wrong! I see him sometimes now and i ask myself.. "what the FUCK were u thinking?????" haha oh well
March-Nothing happened this month!
April/May/June-I met Dave.. Went out with Dave.. Screwed up my life. Started doing drugs again. got screwed over, raped, lost my best friend for a bit after she fell inlove with dave. broke up with dave.. told him to go fuck himself. Enough said.
July-Met an amazing guy named Adrien.. Fell head over heals in love with him. Was SO incredibly happy for the first time in my life! It was like a dream. But dreams can be good and bad.. This one wasnt either. Right before school started .. the end of August, I got kicked outta my house for a night after that it was all messed up. Me and Adrien split up.. I was so SO sad... I was messed up for months after that. I realized that maybe theres something greater for me... or maybe im just meant to spend the rest of my life alone. I picked being alone. In a trance for months after the break up. Only finally realizing now months later that it was for the better. If Adrien hadn't broken my heart I would never be the person I am today. Im so happy, I love myself. And thats the best thing yet. I finally found my independence!
Sept- Messed up, PUNK SHOWS, Dave B. ERIC GILMORE hottie from Ottawa! Yum! luv ya eric!
Oct-Still messed up More punk shows, more punk! Kristen is finding out who she is!
November-Met these incredible people. Mike, Kev, Steve, and started hanging out with Boyer more.. Me and her are great friends now. And now i am seeing mike. Hes a GREAT guy. He makes me feel special. I know im different.. but i know hes there for me. Its kinda weird yet amazing at the same time.
December-Still havin fun, Still partyin, Still bein myself.
These people taught me alot. Im so happy how i am now.. Its awesome. I've went on a couple of dates with Corey .. Adriens friend.. HAHA funny how things work out isnt it? (Yes Im allowed to go on dates with other people besides mike)
I still didnt forget my other friends though.. My friends who I knwo will be with me throughout everything. Im lucky to have friends like you guys. Even though i know we dont hang out much.. its because we are all growing up and finding out who we are. Its kinda like the movie Now and Then dont ya think? heheh anyways..
Heres some shoutouts-
Jess-Best Friends live on.. they go thru alot.. and we sure have been thru alot this year. Im glad youre still here for me, and i am still here for you!
Tricia- me and you are totally different yet we are both the same. I can go and talk to you about anything and you know so much and put everything in perspective for me. Its amazing.. Punk is the best yet! I love bein the person that i am today.. thank you for never critizing who i've become.. I know i'll never critize anything you will become. Thank you!
Kass-I know you and me dont see eye to eye on anything at all.. But I know you'll be my friend still..
Krista-I wanna see robin!!!!
Adrien-You taught me one of lifes precious lessons. Thank you for coming into my life in that short period of time to teach me things about myself, other people and most of all to learn that god is juts a figment of our imaginations! i'll always love you, you were truly my first love.
Boyer-You are the funnest person to be around! i love bein around you cuz we can act like total knobs!
Mike-Im SO lucky to have someone that understands me as much as you do.. or at least try to. Me and you are alike in lots of ways, yet different in others. Im so glad boyer brought you into my life, and i will always be in debt to her!
Kev-You my BRO!
Stevie-BUDDY!
Cory-Restoule you might wanna take a peak under the hood of that car.. i think it needs a tunin' up! hahaha
Corey-Summer time! haha swimming at my beach.. dont EVER throw me off the dock again.. or i'll kill you! hahah thanks for givin me a place to crash! you owe me 560 dates! haha
Trista-You ma Gurlie! we got the same jacket! ahha mental cakes!
Anyways.... Im outta here!
oh by the way.. I GOT MY BELLY BUTTON PIERCED FINALLY!!! the piercing didnt hurt.. but it stings when u gotta clean it! oh well i'll live! Just as long as my parents dont find out!! haha so keep everythiing *hush hush*
Im out!
~Kristen~
First there was January... Being in a relationship with Stefan.. a long distance one at that! It was crazy. I thought I was learning how to be independant! hell was i ever WRONG!
February-My birthday month! the Formal was AMAZING! I had so much fun.. even though i went solo, no guy. Tricia had justin and krista was pretty much my entertainment.. it was none the less fun! I got to dance with Chris. Even though he was drunk. Oh well at least my pic made it to the yearbook! haha
So up intil two days before my sweet sixteen.. I was still goin out with Stef.. then he dumped me.. I was Devistated although i dont see why now. I guess I tricked myself into believing that he was gonna be with me for the rest of my life.. Boy was i ever wrong! I see him sometimes now and i ask myself.. "what the FUCK were u thinking?????" haha oh well
March-Nothing happened this month!
April/May/June-I met Dave.. Went out with Dave.. Screwed up my life. Started doing drugs again. got screwed over, raped, lost my best friend for a bit after she fell inlove with dave. broke up with dave.. told him to go fuck himself. Enough said.
July-Met an amazing guy named Adrien.. Fell head over heals in love with him. Was SO incredibly happy for the first time in my life! It was like a dream. But dreams can be good and bad.. This one wasnt either. Right before school started .. the end of August, I got kicked outta my house for a night after that it was all messed up. Me and Adrien split up.. I was so SO sad... I was messed up for months after that. I realized that maybe theres something greater for me... or maybe im just meant to spend the rest of my life alone. I picked being alone. In a trance for months after the break up. Only finally realizing now months later that it was for the better. If Adrien hadn't broken my heart I would never be the person I am today. Im so happy, I love myself. And thats the best thing yet. I finally found my independence!
Sept- Messed up, PUNK SHOWS, Dave B. ERIC GILMORE hottie from Ottawa! Yum! luv ya eric!
Oct-Still messed up More punk shows, more punk! Kristen is finding out who she is!
November-Met these incredible people. Mike, Kev, Steve, and started hanging out with Boyer more.. Me and her are great friends now. And now i am seeing mike. Hes a GREAT guy. He makes me feel special. I know im different.. but i know hes there for me. Its kinda weird yet amazing at the same time.
December-Still havin fun, Still partyin, Still bein myself.
These people taught me alot. Im so happy how i am now.. Its awesome. I've went on a couple of dates with Corey .. Adriens friend.. HAHA funny how things work out isnt it? (Yes Im allowed to go on dates with other people besides mike)
I still didnt forget my other friends though.. My friends who I knwo will be with me throughout everything. Im lucky to have friends like you guys. Even though i know we dont hang out much.. its because we are all growing up and finding out who we are. Its kinda like the movie Now and Then dont ya think? heheh anyways..
Heres some shoutouts-
Jess-Best Friends live on.. they go thru alot.. and we sure have been thru alot this year. Im glad youre still here for me, and i am still here for you!
Tricia- me and you are totally different yet we are both the same. I can go and talk to you about anything and you know so much and put everything in perspective for me. Its amazing.. Punk is the best yet! I love bein the person that i am today.. thank you for never critizing who i've become.. I know i'll never critize anything you will become. Thank you!
Kass-I know you and me dont see eye to eye on anything at all.. But I know you'll be my friend still..
Krista-I wanna see robin!!!!
Adrien-You taught me one of lifes precious lessons. Thank you for coming into my life in that short period of time to teach me things about myself, other people and most of all to learn that god is juts a figment of our imaginations! i'll always love you, you were truly my first love.
Boyer-You are the funnest person to be around! i love bein around you cuz we can act like total knobs!
Mike-Im SO lucky to have someone that understands me as much as you do.. or at least try to. Me and you are alike in lots of ways, yet different in others. Im so glad boyer brought you into my life, and i will always be in debt to her!
Kev-You my BRO!
Stevie-BUDDY!
Cory-Restoule you might wanna take a peak under the hood of that car.. i think it needs a tunin' up! hahaha
Corey-Summer time! haha swimming at my beach.. dont EVER throw me off the dock again.. or i'll kill you! hahah thanks for givin me a place to crash! you owe me 560 dates! haha
Trista-You ma Gurlie! we got the same jacket! ahha mental cakes!
Anyways.... Im outta here!
oh by the way.. I GOT MY BELLY BUTTON PIERCED FINALLY!!! the piercing didnt hurt.. but it stings when u gotta clean it! oh well i'll live! Just as long as my parents dont find out!! haha so keep everythiing *hush hush*
Im out!
~Kristen~