jesin alecksendre murrisvn
for an update.
it doesn't really bother me as much anymore. not so much because it has gotten better...don't get me wrong, it has improved. it's just tend not to think about it that much anymore. i just kinda look at it now as "if it happens / works, it happens / works". and to be honest, i don't think it will be there in the long run...not to say im not willing to fix things as they occur...it's just wierd...cuz it would be great if it did. i know the subject will be there, but not the situation...if that makes sense...it does to me, so fuck you. i guess my whole attitude that has worked thus far is "take it as it comes" which im gonna stay.
it doesn't really bother me as much anymore. not so much because it has gotten better...don't get me wrong, it has improved. it's just tend not to think about it that much anymore. i just kinda look at it now as "if it happens / works, it happens / works". and to be honest, i don't think it will be there in the long run...not to say im not willing to fix things as they occur...it's just wierd...cuz it would be great if it did. i know the subject will be there, but not the situation...if that makes sense...it does to me, so fuck you. i guess my whole attitude that has worked thus far is "take it as it comes" which im gonna stay.