random thoughts over the past few days, that are prolly gonna piss ppl off.
i find people simply amazing. why i find them amazing is a common everyday experience that everyone does without thinking about it. and this would be talking shit. everytime i see somebody be a "smiling face" to somebody, it makes me really laugh inside. i mean everybody does it, im no exception, but i don't try to hide it if im annoyed at you, there are ways of telling, people just don't pay attention. hell, some people don't even take it seriously when they are called out. it just annoys the bloody piss out of me that people do that. now, do i participate in it, im not gonna lie and say that i haven't, cuz i have. but typically, everything that i say about somebody, i can say to their face. me and stacy had a falling out because i pretty much said what i thought to her. do i consider it my fault, the ending yes, i will admit i was really blunt with what i said, everything else, no. i essentially put the proverbial "ball" in her court long ago, it was her descision to let it clock out. all i pretty much did was end a false friendship that essentially had been lingering for about 3 or 4 months. does it bother me now, no, because nothing has changed in the past 4 or 5 months, it's the same, i just stopped pretending and biting my tongue, thus, we are not friends.
now does it bother me when people talk shit about me? not really, cuz i really don't care what people have to say about me. i know im an asshole, it's who i am. but when push comes to shove, i'll be there to ride for my friends, and those who know me, know that. if people wanna talk shit, i don't care.
let the complaints / comments come, i will respond as if it seems fit, but im not expecting comments from really anybody.
and really, there's prolly really only 1 (maybe 2?) ppl that know who / what this is actually about.
and on a COMPLETELY different side note:
i love how people make plans to do shit THAT DAY and cancel because something else comes up. the similarities grow daily!
now does it bother me when people talk shit about me? not really, cuz i really don't care what people have to say about me. i know im an asshole, it's who i am. but when push comes to shove, i'll be there to ride for my friends, and those who know me, know that. if people wanna talk shit, i don't care.
let the complaints / comments come, i will respond as if it seems fit, but im not expecting comments from really anybody.
and really, there's prolly really only 1 (maybe 2?) ppl that know who / what this is actually about.
and on a COMPLETELY different side note:
i love how people make plans to do shit THAT DAY and cancel because something else comes up. the similarities grow daily!